He rushed inside mansion where everyone is seated amma jaan and zubaida ji worriedly cried, leaning on his shoulders "aap roh kyun rahe ho ?" by caressing their backs "shehnaaz ko na jaane kya huwa hai, darwaaza nahi khol rahe hum se baat nahi kar rahe, tum pucho na, zaroor batayegi" zubaida ji, said in a lot of confidence since her bond with sidharth from childhood has been very unique.
No matter how worse situation turns out shehnaaz will always open up to him followed by amma jaan "relax, aap jaante haina uske adat hai chote bataun ko sarr par sawaar kar laina, upcoming exams ka stress hoga ya phir kise ke saath argument huwe hoge, aap jaante hona, chota sa dil hai" reasoned, to calm her down, stressing out will cause amma jaan's blood pressure to fluctuate.
It'll be harmful, she needs to stop crying or worrying about shehnaaz "aapko, mere hote huwe pareshaan hone ki kya zaroorat hai, main hoon na, zoya tum please amma jaan aur ammi ka khayal rakho, I will be back" kissed, knuckles.
He worriedly marched upstairs to his life only to witness their room locked. It infuriated him yet controlled emotions and unlocked using spare keys, cause requesting her would have been useless, his babe is way too stubborn "aap .. how did you .." pretty face, dull and tear stricken, heart ached.
"Why are you crying meri jaan ?" his anger flew away, after pulling her into a deep passionate hug "I am okay, aap yahan kya kar rahe ho" asked, pushing free hair strand behind and looking everywhere except him "seriously, tujhe pata bhi hai neeche sab kitne pareshaan hain, ammi is crying, amma jaan is freaking out unke halat kharab hogaye, call kare jaane ke liye ke kahin unke chanda ko maine rula toh nahi diya" cupping face, replied in astonishment.
"Main theek hoon, aap jaante hona chote chote bataun ko lekar amma jaan pareshaan hojate hain aur mummy saman ko yaad karke emotional. I think you should return back to work" she suggested, feeling disgusted of herself their previous arguments and most importantly his questions.
"Tu mujhe mat bata kya karna hai, mazak samajh kar rakha huwa hai, main kaam chod kar bhaaga huwa aya yeh soch kar ke na jaane kya hogaya mere saansein jaise ruk gaye, kuch samajh nahi araha tha, pohanch kar dekha ke ammi aur amma jaan roh rahe hain" shared, breaking her apart.
"They were freaking out, your saying kuch nahi huwa phir university se kya jaldi thi ghar ane ki ... jawab diye bina rote huwe kyun chale gaye ... andar baith gaye room lock karke ... kholne bola toh jaane ka keh diya" in a loud, frustrating tone, she doesn't reply instead apologised.
"I am sorry, tamasha lagane ke liye ... aap sabko pareshaan karne ke liye ... don't worry ... theek hoon ... main change karne jarahe hoon" she doesn't, speak more quietly went to bathroom and stood under cold shower .. tears trickle down regretting every moment of their argument.
"I can't tell you sidharth, you will kill him sab mere galati hai usne na mere innocence ka fiada uthaya kaash maine kabhi baat na kare hote, sab theek kehte hain especially sidharth ke mein ghaadi hoon"
"Kis muh se bataun jiske liye main itna lad rahe thi woh saala kamina nikla mujhe paane ke khwaab dekhta hai, mohabbat ke daawe karta hai, jabke I have clearly asked him to back off, kaise keh sakta hai main uske hoon, jab mere jism, dil aur rooh par sirf sidharth ka naam hai"
"Mera dil chah raha tha usko ya phir khud ko jaan se maar doon ... usko is wajah se kyunke mujh par haq rakhne ka aur mohabbat karne ka socha, it boiled my blood shehnaaz sirf sidharth ki haina phir usne mohabbat chor aankh utha kar bhi kaise dekha, dil lagane ka bhi kaise socha ?"
"Nikkah ke baare mein jaane ke baad bhi mujhko haasil karna chahta hai ghatiya obsession ko mohabbat ka naam de raha hai, kya karun, kaise us kaminey ko raaste lagaun, mere sidharth ko durr toh nahin karega"
"Kya karun, kuch samajh nahin araha, sidharth ko nazrein milana tak itna mushkil hogaya hai, aise jaise maine koi gunnah kardiya ho" she sobs too much gaining enough strength to face him and her family.
"I will handle him, mere hote huwe sidharth aur mera rishta kharab nahin hona inshallah bharosa hai" taking a deep breath, rubs towels on body to remove wetness and put on fresh set of clothes.
"Tu itne normal kyun behave kar rahe hai ?" he asks, pulling her closer she unexpectedly landed on his chest "kyunke sab normal hai" whispered.
"Stop pretending, agar sab normal tha phir kaaye ke liye itna drama kiya ?" kept looking down without detaching herself "mujhe baat nahi karne" she softly uttered "phir kya karna hai, bhonko" sternly, questioned.
"Tera na ab zayada horaha hai, chammat khayegi" she jerks him away "aap chale jao kaam par nahi jaana toh baith jao lekin mujhe kuch waqt ke liye .. akela chod doh" moved to balcony, indirectly, shutting herself due to which exasperatedly smokes to release stress and frustration.
"Fuck man, aakhir huwa kya I should ask zoya !" anxiously, went to rehaan's room after knocking stood there waiting for her to let him in, she opens "I'm sorry to disturb, free ho baat karne hai" his voice and body tensed.
"Kya baat hai jiju sab theek haina, did she tell you ?" he denies, stressing her out "aapko bhi nahi bataya ... na jaane kya huwa hai usko ... she was scared zor zor se roh rahe thi ... puchne ki koshish ke ... bataya nahin, maine socha shayed aapko bataye" his blood boiled.
"I don't think she will tell me, please pata karo aisa kya huwa tumhare saath hote haina notice karne ki koshish karna ..... let me know I am pretty sure ke us ladke .. kya naam hai ... zahid se related kuch hai" she agreed.
"Right, mujhe bhi lag raha tha aap tension na loh I will update" assured, he couldn't help but thanks her for everything.
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