After speaking to rehaan, his misunderstandings and doubts were cleared out to an extent where sidharth promised himself to sort out their differences. It's time to build their relationship back. He won't let her to slip into depression a lot of patience and coolness will help to build their bond back. His decision of moving to canada will surely heal shehnaaz, staying close to saman, is always gonna put her into extreme guilt and loneliness.
To snap her back into normal life it's very essential for her to stay away, learn to accept and happily return back to life. He will encourage her to stay happy punishing or holding herself responsible due to his decision is useless, it will only lead to unbearable, unforgivable and unsustainable pain. He will do his best to look after her ... mend and heal broken pieces of her fragile heart .. it will take time yet sidharth promises to love her even if she receives hatred in return which is indescribable beauty of their limitless love.
"Thank you, rehaan uske dil ka haal batane ke liye warna na jaane kab tak, I would have struggled to know her inner turmoils because shehnaaz mujhse baat toh karna durr mere qareeb baithna tak pasandh nahi karte" he shared out of anxiousness very well knows sidharth is capable to heal her heart, it's pointless to keep such important issues hidden when they are married.
"You don't have to thank me bhai anything for you two aapka haq hai jaana after all she is your wife, I hope you keep her happy for life ?" he promised.
"Don't worry, she is my love ... my responsibility ... take care of everything .. promise I will make sure tujhe ya phir kisi ko mujhse complaints na ho" they share a beautiful bond where rehaan respects him as eldest brother. his one only inspiration and mentor wish to follow his footsteps.
"Love you bhai" hugging him tight, sidharth patted his back and rushed out looking for shehnaaz, according to maids, she is sitting on terrace, enjoying cold wind, glowing stars and moon at night.
He doesn't speak rightfully went and held her hand "kya badtameezi hai ?" rudely asked, unlocking her hands from his hold "chalo baahir chalte hain tumhare favourite restaurant se khanna aur ice cream khaate hain" shook head "mujhe aapke saath kahin nahi jana !" she denied.
"Dekh shehnaaz mera deemag mat sada warna main utha kar lekar jaunga jaldi decide kar tere paas sirf doh minute hain" he sternly told.
"Mera jawaab phir bhi na hoga chahe aap joh bhi karlo lage samajh !" she is mentally exhausted, doesn't wanna argue, getting rid of his hold, delicately picked her up due to which gasped clutching him tight.
"Ya Allah, kya kar rahe hain neeche utariye !" she commands, encircling his neck shutting eyes and hiding inside crook of his neck, he smiled.
"Ghar wale dekh lainge kuch toh sharam kariye sidharth" while proceeding downstairs forced him to put her down instead asked servant to open door poor ladies shyly covered their smiles with dupatta.
"Kya baat hai, dil wale dulhaniya lekar jarahe hain !" rehaan whistled, zoya chuckled, junaid and saman blissfully smiled, making them blush.
"Rehaan bakwaas mat kar warna maine tera muh tod daina hai !" she yells further making everybody howl into laughter 😍
"We will have dinner outside !" sidharth announced, infuriating her, wildly grabbed his hand and harshly bit due to which yelled.
"Fuck babe, mera haath, jungle billiyaun ke tarha kyun kaat rahe hai" she rolled eyes at him "aap zabardasti kar rahe hain" gritting teeth, forcefully pushed her inside car and made her wear seat belt.
"Chup karke baitho warna mujhse bura koi nahin hoga !" he threatened "I don't want to be harsh or strict meri jaan lekin tu samajhte kyun nahin kal humne canada ke liye chale jana hai, wahan ke weather ke hisaab se main soch raha tha thode shopping kar laite hain" he shared, before she replies unexpectedly heard knock of a small child selling beautiful gajre.
"Assalamu alaikum, bhai jaan please bhabi jaan ke liye khareed lein" poor little boy requested showing him bundle of handmade jewelleries, adored from fresh and scented roses "Walaikum aslam, kya baat hai chote, zaroor khareedainge, apne khoobsurat bhabi ke liye doh daide" praising his love.
Rightfully, made his jaan wear and kissed her hands getting panicked, she hurriedly pulled herself back "don't ... I request you ... don't touch me plx mere qareeb mat aye" her voice cracked and his heart ached.
"I am sorry, next time will make sure to be in my limits !" drove to nearest place for shopping where she hardly purchased anything.
He tried to involve her like they used to before falling apart yet she stayed distanced, wrapped up in her shell, completely lost in her thoughts. Deep down losing himself drowning into extreme guilt and remorse. He is done explaining, encouraging and motivating himself.
Is forgiving and accepting too difficult ?
How will he fulfil his promise to heal and break through walls surrounding delicate heart already shattered into pieces ?
"Darling, sambhal kar chal !" preventing his jaan from falling down, lost in deep thoughts almost tripped, his saviour, his keeper, his lover wrapped a strong pair of arm protecting her from dropping.
"Theek haina, babe ?" pulling apart, nodded.
"Main bohut thak gaye hoon, ghar chalein ?" she whispered.
"Let's have food phir pakka ghar chalainge babe" assured, heading to her favourite restaurant.
He hates himself for becoming reason of her sadness ...
He hates himself for becoming reason of her tears ...
He hates himself for becoming reason of her unhappiness ....
There was a time when sidharth used to be her pride, madness, crazy love, only bestfriend, peace and happiness.
Being together is not putting up smile on her pretty innocent face ...
It lost the shine ...
It's all because of him 💔
There was a time when she used to be excited for having dinner sneaking out to have ice creams and demanding him to shop everything possible. He can't handle her silent treatment yet promises to wait ... wait for life ❤️
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