(Chanbaek)Lover's conflicts

Chapter♡2

Baekhyun's pov

I wake up and look at the clock ..

It is already 7pm..I m hungry now

I look beside me and chanyeol is not there

I walk out of my room and see him in kitchen .

"Hyung...u r awake?" He ask me..I think he is preparing dinner

"Come and sit hyung"

I go and sit at dining table and I see carrot so I pick up and eat

"So...how is ur university? "

"Well..nothing interesting...it is boring really" he say and I throw carrot at him

"Ouch..." he shout

"University isn't place to find fun...it is place to study..."

"Ha ha...hyung..i didn't mean like that.."he say rubbing his head

After a few minute he finish preparing dinner and put on the table

"Here....eat a lot hyung..u look so thin" he say

"U eat too"

"Nae...."

After eating...

"I will do the cleaning" i say

"No no no...hyung take a rest u must be really tired " he say

"I said I will do"

"Nae nae...." he say

While I was washing dishes...he hug me from my back

"Yah...I m wroking"

"I missed u hyung...don't u miss me?"

I kick him in his leg

"Ah...that's hurt hyung.."

"Go and open TV. ..I will come now"

"Arraso..."

He say and go to living room

He is such an obedient boy

He never get angry at me with whatever I say or treat...

I did all my cleaning and go to watch TV

I sit beside him and lean my head on his shoulder

I have something bothering me

I have a thought that his love for me is just an immature love like a teenager and he love me as a big brother but he thought that love for me is real love...

I always think like that...

Therefore I m afraid to move to another step...deeper I fall in love with him..the more I will hurt if we break up

I know he is now a lot mature since he go to university but i m thinking will he meet the one that he really and truly love?

With that thoughts...I have never kiss him...since the day we met until now...

"Hyung? What r u thinking?"

"Nothing"

"U didn't answer my question"

"What question?"

"Do u missed me?"

Of course I m

"I don't have time to miss u...I have many works"

"Really?" He ask me...

"So tell me mistakes u made while I m not here"

"Hyung..i already told u in bed"

"I was asleep so I don't hear"

"Well...I. ..I go...clubbing..."

"What?!" I shout and face him...

Now his face and my face are really close..

We eyes meet and locked..

He start to move forward a little

It is not good...

I quickly look away and stand up. ..

"I have some work to do so sleep in ur own room..."

I was aboutto walk away but he hold my hands and he stand up and hug me from back

"Hyung...can't I sleep with u?" He ask me

"No..i think i will work late so u should sleep properly in ur room..u have school tomorrow"

"Can u drop me at school tomorrow? Pls?"He beg me

"Ok...I will..so good night" i say and I release his hand from my waist and go into my room

That was close...

I think i will not be able to control my feelings any longer