DSERIES 1: Fathomless Desire [COMPLETED]

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They say philosopher is the person who is an expert in philosophy in terms of the study of the nature of knowledge and reality. Myriad of things were defined its meaning. However, there is something I cannot fully grasp.

What is love?

Although it has been studied and debated for centuries, an unambiguous description of the notion still fails to meet my insatiable curiosity. Because in all honesty, I cannot... accept any one definition as sufficient, no matter how many times philosophers have tried to define and distill its very essence. Since I perceived 'love' as something that resists total conceptualization because it appears to exist outside the boundaries of reason and language. 

I thus find it hard to accept and trust what they say about it. I feel that any attempt to characterize it falls short of expressing its actual essence since it generates an in-depth level of emotion and experience that defies easy explanation.

They have a plethora of definitions tucked away. But as I have argued, what true love is cannot be defined by their concept alone. I felt that the definition given by some was insufficient. It seemed as though something was lacking. Their explanation fell short of defining what true love is. 

It is said that you will be in the field of ecstasy when you are in love. Literally, you'll experience a wide range of foreign sensations. You will experience feelings like you're up in the air—high enough to feel the cloud nine, some claim that when you fall in love... It aches and pains, but that is not just about that. 

When someone you adore is close by, you may start to feel definitely jittery; the entire thing around you might seem to be passing on deliberately and you could even feel as though you're effortlessly captivated by them. Yes, it's magical, but it's also probably complex.

And despite everything he has done just to take a step to completely digest that thought, he has not been able to fully figure out what love is. That is how he feels and how he is right now. 

His heart started pumping blood erratically—that every couple of beats began shifting differently—as soon as he heard her uttering words. It seemed like it was ready to burst out of his chest and it was quite deafening. Then, as he watched her cracked a smile at him, he started to feel as though the breath was being sucked out of his lungs. Making him entirely defeated. 

One look and that snatched his sanity. One smile and that take his breath. With one look, he's sure... He likes her.

But it was beyond from that word. What he feels towards to her was stronger than that, he desire her... not erotically but a strong feeling of wanting to have her in a lifetime. However, with his condition... will they be able to last until the end?

Indeed, as I said, love is beyond comprehension— literally unfathomable, something that is not simple to put into words because, in my opinion, it cannot be adequately described and expressed by any means, especially when cut short of firsthand experience. Thus, regardless of all the attempts to explain it, I am going to argue that it remained unfathomable to those who had no firsthand exposure to it. 

Founded entirely on the aforementioned assertion, Luxcian perceived love in the same way. He concluded that there was no way for him to comprehend what he has been going through not unless he'll have a first hand experience of it. But with their current situation, his place on her, surely, I can note it as fathomless. 

It was a fathomless desire.

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