love a broken girl {SteveRogersXReader} {BuckyXReader} {StuckyXReader}

chapter 29 {truth hurts}

*steve's pov*

you sat y/n down on the plane. while Bucky grabbed a wet towel, he handed you the towel and you started cleaning y/n's hands, removing the blood. "what happened?" you ask her. "i killed them all" she said softly "hydra is never going to bother anybody again, they're gone". "that's good news right?" you ask her, not understanding what she was so upset about. she didn't say anything. "what did they do to you?" Bucky asked her confused. "they offered me a job" she said. you shared a confused look with Bucky. "obviously i didn't take it" she said. "are you okay?" Bucky asked her. "I'll be fine, now leave me alone" she said as she stood up and walked away. "what was that?" you said to Bucky "did i see that wrong or did she just look angry at us". "i wish it was just me who noticed that" Bucky said "what the fuck happened there".

*your pov*

you sat down on a place in the jet where you could be alone. after a minute or so Tony walked up to you. "I'm so glad you're alive" he said as he hugged you, but you didn't return the hug. "yeah sure" you said sarcastically. he let go of you and looked at you weird. "what's that supposed to mean" he said shocked. "you said it yourself, you wished i was dead, didn't like it so much?" you said calmly. his eyes teared up "no of course i didn't like it, i fucking love you. i never felt so broken and lost y/n" he said. "sure" you answered. "y/n?!" Tony said but you cut him off. "go away!" you yelled at him. he looked at you confused but he eventually walked away. the jet landed and you immediately went up to your room, not saying a word to anyone. you got in the showers washing all the dried blood off of you. you got out and threw on an oversized shirt on and walked out. you see Bucky and Steve look at you, a worried look on their faces.

"can we talk" Bucky said. "go ahead talk" you say sitting down on the couch as you looked at him. "you're acting weird, what did they do to you at hydra?" Steve asked you. "they showed me the truth" you say. "what truth?" Steve asked. "that no one here cares about me" you say. "that's not true y/n" Steve said. "yes it is, they showed me, they showed me how you lied to me" you said. "what did they show you" Steve asked. "they showed me that you still love Peggy, more than me" you say to him. "that's not true y/n" he says back. "then how come you only remembered her, when hydra asked you about the person you love. you didn't mention me once!" you said with tears in your eyes. "tell me honestly Steve, if you could travel back in time and live your life with her, would you?" you asked him. "y/n" Steve began. "would you!" you yelled at him. "i don't know y/n, i just know i love you" he says. "yeah sure" you say hurt at his words.

"and you" you said pointing at Bucky. "why didn't you tell me" you said now fully crying. "tell you what?" he asked confused. "he told me who killed my family, he showed me the video's" you said, you see tears in Bucky's eyes. "y/n i" he begins. "stop with the fucking excuses, why didn't you tell me you killed them!" you say as tears streamed down your face. "who did he kill?" Steve asked confused. you look at Bucky "come on tell him" you say calmly wanting to hear it from himself. "y/n don't" Bucky begged you. "tell him!" you yelled at him. "hydra...hydra made me..kill. they made me kill Howard and his wife" he said to Steve, but Steve didn't look surprised. "i know" Steve said softly. "you knew!" you yelled at him, looking hurt at him. "you knew?" Bucky said surprised too. "did you know he killed my mom too" you asked him, you see hurt in Steve's eyes. "no i didn't know that" he said almost whispering as he looked down. "i just found out about that too" Bucky said softly as tears streamed down his face. you looked over at Bucky, you saw it hurt him what he did as the winter soldier.