TW - Smoking, Eating Disorder
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"Oh my god ! I'm so sorry are you okay ??" asked a blond woman, while catching me by the shoulders, so that I didn't fall, because I run into her very hard.
I couldn't really see her face, tears still running down my face. But I stayed there, I didn't move, I watched her talking to me, she seemed worry.
"Did I hurt you honey ?" she said, still holding me. I suddenly realize that I absolutely didn't know this woman, and that my stuff was on the floor, all around me. I had dropped it when I nearly fall.
I didn't think very long until I lower to free myself from this still unknown woman. I grabbed my stuff very fast and when I stood up, I gave a last look to that woman, who seemed still worried about me, even if she didn't know me. I can say she tried to hold me and talk to me, but I turned around very fast and I started to cry and to run again to go out of here.
I sat on the steps in front of the school, put my messy stuff next to me and rolled a cigarette. I smoked since I'm in this school because it's the only thing that make me feel good. I lighted up my cig and smoked, as long as I could to feel better. Then I took my stuff and got straight to my room.
It was already 7:20, the cafeteria closed at 7:10 (at least I don't have to think about eating or not) so I took a quick shower, I put on my pajamas and I headed up to bed, to forget everything that had happened this day. Hopefully, something would happened in my sleep, and I won't be able to go to school the next morning.
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