TW - Depression
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I rested a bit in my room, and then I went to my next classes, and worked, I tried to participate a bit, and the afternoon ended. I came back to my room to take my papers for my oral exam, I worked on it just a bit before and I headed out to the classroom where I found my English teacher, a tall woman who I don't really hate. She is nice but, just nice, nothing more.
I started my oral, everything was going alright, I finished it, very proud of me and my work. But I saw in my teacher eyes that it wasn't that great. She explained me what she wanted to hear, that my work wasn't bad but I totally forget to talk about the main idea of the text. She tried to explain me what it was but tears were already forming in my eyes. I usually never cry, since I don't feel anything, I just never cry. But here I was, in front on my teacher still talking about my shitty oral exam, nearly crying my eyes out just for a stupid work. And the fact that I didn't understand why I was crying made it worst. I knew deep down that I wasn't crying because of the oral exam, but it was the trigger. Still, I didn't know what I was crying about. Tears were heavy in my eyes, I didn't want them to come out, I just wanted the teacher to say that I can go.
Finally, after five longs minutes of nearly crying in front of her, she said "Gabrielle, I didn't want to make you feel bad but your work was just off topic, I had to explain you why for you to improve. But don't worry, you're not the first student doing that mistake and nearly crying here. Just work harder next time." I didn't have anything to answer so I took my things very fast, in my arms, I didn't want to stay one more second in this room so I didn't put my stuff in my bag, I just took everything like it was in the table. I got out and I started to run, and cry. I rushed to the bathroom, now crying very loud, tears didn't stop forming in my eyes and flooding across my cheeks, I couldn't see well because of them, when I suddenly run into someone...
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