*Sigh * I guess I'll write about it instead of being hopelessly sad ,Sad is not even the word that's a lil dramatic but I'm officially burnt out on him what can I say I tried but nothing bad even happened between us but a lot and nothing happened at the same time .is it my fault ? Was I trying to hard ? Prolly . But no I never got him but now I'm just kinda scared what he will say to me . His words hurt but I'm good at acting like they don't . But I'm also not upset cause he's just like me lol . Everything he has said to me I have said to him or I would say to somebody else. Why do I put myself in these situations but ig only I can answer that . I can't even describe what it really feels like it's more of a feeling ig the feeling of defeat.......
One day I will come back to the same collection of writings and tell a happily ever after story I swear it's not my goal to have a significant other but I def deserve to be happy without all the confusion I just wanna be happy
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Notes to self
Non-FictionEssays of traumas which will either help me grow or continue to be my downfall guess I'll never know(I keep the typos in cause I'm not perfect and neither is my story) is Wrote the beginning chapters when I was 16 Mabey 17 I'm 18 now about to be 19
