I'm not angry but I despise you for all the feelings you have left me with to forever dwell on good and bad old and new not a soul in sight to explain this painful growth too ,does every new step to happiness have a painful backstory to it ? You punched me in the chest dragged me by my hair ,slapped me across the face,yelled and screamed at me for not being the girl you though I should be all while I had tears in my eyes begging for that nightmare to end I think that night made me lose hope for humanity or Mabey it was just hope for you
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Notes to self
Non-FictionEssays of traumas which will either help me grow or continue to be my downfall guess I'll never know(I keep the typos in cause I'm not perfect and neither is my story) is Wrote the beginning chapters when I was 16 Mabey 17 I'm 18 now about to be 19
