This isnt a cry for help

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Every time I feel accomplished at something my mother humbles me she tells me "well that's what your suppose to do" I know but that doesn't help.I graduated high school after feeling like I couldn't do it for 2 straight years , I didn't even tell her the day I graduated because I know it would feel better if I kept it to myself she doesn't know about those endless night I though about taking my life but instead I stayed and kept putting up a fight but she's right all I did was graduate like everyone else just like I was supposed to do it ain't nothing special but I wish it was to her.Today I took the first steps to getting my life together  , I paid 408 dollars for one class to learn how to drive and passed my written test all in a day and it all bubbled down to well" I bet you would have wished you'd done that sooner "  not even a congratulations ,I'm proud of you ,good job no nothing not gonna lie I was so proud of myself didn't think I would be able to do it but I did and I came home and had nobody to tell .

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