After the naive leaves I start to wonder if you really mean those things ,
Start to wondering if there was a double meaning behind those words
Are you sure you really want me ?
We're you just saying those things because you know it what I want to hear
Mabey it's self sabotage or intuition .
It's worth hearing out right ?
I gotta get better at containing my self but some how my sprit always oozes out the side can't be contained in any space or by anyone
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Notes to self
NonfiksiEssays of traumas which will either help me grow or continue to be my downfall guess I'll never know(I keep the typos in cause I'm not perfect and neither is my story) is Wrote the beginning chapters when I was 16 Mabey 17 I'm 18 now about to be 19
