Fuck I know this is pitiful but I'm ready to go ......... I wanna die again but what's new I say fuck everything fuck the sky fuck both of those guys and fuck everyone who thinks they want me to stay and fuck me and my sorry ass life just forget about me forget that I existed forget that I was ever here you all will be ok but me I can't stand another fucking day my life is a joke and I feel as if I'm being played I don't know what I'm doing here I have no plans I'm just here playing it by ear
Update nvm I just numbed all my senses with some weed why have feelings when you can be empty
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Notes to self
SachbücherEssays of traumas which will either help me grow or continue to be my downfall guess I'll never know(I keep the typos in cause I'm not perfect and neither is my story) is Wrote the beginning chapters when I was 16 Mabey 17 I'm 18 now about to be 19
