Lord please give me a sign that this isn't just my life or that one day I will be truly fine I've mastered my ego fuck that ho I've learned how to grow and not just for show I've taken my time and learned how to help other people grow too so why am I still feeling like all I did was grow to be ok with being alone all I wanted was some fucking clarity not to be looked at as a charity i scream and I yell WHERE THE FUCK IS MY CLARITY
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Notes to self
Non-FictionEssays of traumas which will either help me grow or continue to be my downfall guess I'll never know(I keep the typos in cause I'm not perfect and neither is my story) is Wrote the beginning chapters when I was 16 Mabey 17 I'm 18 now about to be 19
