Fuck you for only being there when I have something to share ,
Fuck you for only being there when I can benefit you
Fuck you for never really being there
Fuck you for never having anything to share
Fuck you for making life more complicated
Fuck you for choosing both sides at all times
Fuck you for having no wisdom to share when you see I'm not all there
Fuck you for not seeing me even when I'm there
Fuck you for making me an option
Fuck you for making me one of your last options
Fuck you for not helping me when all I really wanted was for you to care
Fuck you for making me feel like I'm asking for too much
YOU ARE READING
Notes to self
No FicciónEssays of traumas which will either help me grow or continue to be my downfall guess I'll never know(I keep the typos in cause I'm not perfect and neither is my story) is Wrote the beginning chapters when I was 16 Mabey 17 I'm 18 now about to be 19
