I swear the things that I think matter when I sober bro that boy the devil idk why but I feel like you guys care Mabey it's the acid is there a you guys ? Lol idk why tf you are reading my shit I have very bad grammar and I'm never gonna fix it because I don't give af the ig the things I care about sober I wonder why did I let this be such a big deal in my life this is my fucking life this is my life this is my life this is my life I hope you felt my words in your soul this is my fucking life and idk wtf I'm gonna do tommorw but bro stop letting that boy do you like that sis whyyyyyyyyyyyy boys are fucking weird idk how I'm suppose to feel about them they feel like what they are described as a whole other species lol if only y'all new how long it took me to write the word specie lol that's a weird word fuck that word too but theses boys bro I let them control my reality even tho I hate to admit it I need their validation unfortunately I don't need it but that's what I let control my reality bro why am I stuck up on some fucking guys like what but I bet if he texted me I just straight back in his dick but hey at least I'm honest with myself and I know that doesn't make the situation better but it makes me feel better so fuck you also this is me still trippin on acid I've been trippin since about 730pm it 224am in the morning yes but I guess who do I wanna share this with me I'm sorry my thoughts are all over the place but this is me giving you a foot soon to my mind so welcome and don't twist me words cause it won't mean what you want then too idk why I wrote that last part it just made sense to write if you know what that last part was you are fucking genius Mabey I think ? I feel like this is getting boring so imma dip
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Notes to self
Non-FictionEssays of traumas which will either help me grow or continue to be my downfall guess I'll never know(I keep the typos in cause I'm not perfect and neither is my story) is Wrote the beginning chapters when I was 16 Mabey 17 I'm 18 now about to be 19
