This is my last year of highschool and honestly it dosent even sound real this is real corny but It always felt like a dream being done with school well the basics it's something I imagined for so long I though I had everything figured out how to do it what I was gonna do and how now that I'm here the vision is gone I have no idea and idk that's not scary to a lot of people but it scary to me like whatttt I've been a minor for 17 years how do I un minor my mindset if that makes sense how do I stop feeling like a kid without feeling like I'm being thrown to the wolves I'm old asf for no reason but this part is inevitable but honestly I though I was gonna be dead by now or I hoped I'm lost but before when I was lost I didn't really have to figure it out now ,now I have to have a solid plan that will last and keep me stable and happy and healthy but honestly for a moment just rn I had a feeling that I could do it all of it so I invest in that emotion my little ounce of hope I will invest in it's not all bad good luck
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Notes to self
Non-FictionEssays of traumas which will either help me grow or continue to be my downfall guess I'll never know(I keep the typos in cause I'm not perfect and neither is my story) is Wrote the beginning chapters when I was 16 Mabey 17 I'm 18 now about to be 19
