Heaven ➳ Taegyu ✔

23. Ready

A/N: I'm sorry to all the people who were expecting more. I decided to not make them have sex yet. But this chapter is sexual, so you can wait for/skip to the next chapter if you don't wanna read this.

"If you want, my present for you is my virginity," he giggled.

Taehyun slammed and locked the door as soon as he said that. "Really?"

"Is that okay?" He pouted. "I couldn't think of anything else."

Is that okay?

What kind of a question was that?

"Of course." Taehyun walked over and Beomgyu's entire body heated red as eyes scanned over him. "You want it though?"

"Yeah." He sat up and hugged Taehyun, still being frightened, but he was excited. "You won't hurt me, right?"

Taehyun tilted his head. "Not... purposefully. You do know it's gonna hurt regardless though, right?"

Beomgyu nodded and fell back into a laying position, covering his eyes when Taehyun was staring at him again. Taehyun wasn't having any of that though, climbing on top of Beomgyu and pulling his hands away to finally connect their lips.

It was messy, loud, and painful with all the biting involved. Beomgyu couldn't bring himself to care about that though. It was only their first kiss of the night and Taehyun was completely ravaging him already.

It almost made him feel guilty from how long Taehyun must've been wanting this.

Somewhere in the middle of it all, Taehyun's hand had gripped his thigh harshly, leaving a red handprint in it's wake. Beomgyu was too distracted to notice though, not noticing any of it until Taehyun moved his hand up under his robe.

"Oh-" Beomgyu gasped, making Taehyun giggle. "It's ticklish."

"Oh?" Taehyun pressed his thumb against Beomgyu's nipple and smiled at the loud whine that came from him. "I knew your thighs and neck were sensitive, but is the rest of my baby sensitive too?"

Beomgyu whimpered and nodded, squeezing his eyes shut when Taehyun started untying the bunny knot that held the robe together.

The only thing that kept Taehyun's eyes from seeing the most fragile parts of him.

He saw his bare chest when they were going to go swimming, but that was it. Even when Beomgyu was sick, Taehyun made sure to not look at anything he wasn't supposed to at all.

He tried not to freak out when Taehyun opened the fabric to his body. He also tried not to freak out when he felt Taehyun's blonde hair tickling his chest while his mouth worked at creating bruises in his skin.

"D-don't look at me," Beomgyu whined, reaching his hands down to literally cover Taehyun's eyes.

Taehyun tilted his head and pried his hands away. "I can't look at the thing I love most?"

Oh shit.

That did something to Beomgyu's mind in that moment.

Instead of trying to save Beomgyu from the embarrassment, Taehyun moved further down to lick the head of his cock. "Oh, f-fuck," Beomgyu whined, tangling his hands in Taehyun's hair.

"You like it?" Taehyun smiled sweetly at him and Beomgyu rolled his eyes.

How could he be acting cute right now?

"I'm not sure yet..." Taehyun did it again and Beomgyu's fingers tightened in the blonde strands, pushing and pulling him away at the same time. It felt so weird. He didn't know if he liked it or wanted it to stop- "Oh," he whined when Taehyun's lips wrapped around his cock. Taehyun stopped what he was doing to look at him innocently for permission, although it was hard to think of it as innocently with what he currently had in his mouth.

He nodded, moaning loudly when Taehyun pushed down all the way until his nose was pressed up against Beomgyu's pelvis. The strange feeling was still there, but there started to be another feeling that he realized experienced people would call sexual pleasure.

"It f-feels good now. But I don't know if I like it," he whimpered when Taehyun pulled off.

"You don't?" He nodded and squeezed his eyes shut from embarrassment. "Look at me." Beomgyu pouted and shook his head. "Beomgyu, I need you to look at me." Beomgyu opened his eyes when he realized the voice was coming from right above him and looked up at his lover. "You're not ready."

Beomgyu gulped and looked down in between their bodies at his hands that were now playing with each other out of nervousness. "I-I don't know."

He let out a little sob and held his hands up to his mouth, crying into Taehyun's shoulder when the younger hugged him tightly. "I'm sorry," Taehyun whispered, pulling away from him and using the blanket to cover Beomgyu's body. "I'm so sorry."

When Beomgyu didn't stop crying, he went to the bathroom and slammed the door shut, pacing around with every negative emotion in the book running through his mind.

He shouldn't have done anything without asking Beomgyu first. He should've realized Beomgyu wasn't ready. He should've-

There was a knock at the door that stopped him from nearly ripping his hair out of his head and he opened it, seeing Beomgyu with bloodshot eyes and the blanket wrapped around him.

"Don't..." his breath shook. "Don't you ever apologize for something like that again. I was the one who told you I was ready, but I wasn't." He looked down and Taehyun's heart broke when his lips quivered. "It's my fault. I'm sorry."

"No," Taehyun said, cupping Beomgyu's face in his hands. "No. You're not gonna apologize for not being ready for your first time. I'm not gonna let you do that. I'm the one who's sorry for doing all that."

Beomgyu finally made eye contact with him. "Are you mad at me?"

"How could I be mad at you?" Taehyun asked, leaning in to gently kiss his forehead. "I love you more than anyone else."

Beomgyu giggled when Taehyun played with the ends of his growing black hair and leaned in to hug him, forgetting that the blanket was around him. "I love you too." He looked down and gasped, quickly picking it up to cover himself up again.

"Do you want me to stay or go to my dad's house?" Taehyun asked, assuming that Beomgyu might be a little embarrassed.

"Stay. Please."

Taehyun nodded and got changed into pajamas he had there while Beomgyu also did. And then they fell asleep, but for the first time in months, they were facing opposite ways.

A/N: Oof