ECLIPSE *An Abusive Relationship* || JEON JUNGKOOK

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Y/N's POV

The nights are always so soothing and beautiful. No matter what goes on... the nights are always so pretty when you are in a drive. I rested my head on the window, jungkook is driving he didn't say anything to me yet and honestly I didn't want him to. I just want to be it this way because I have no energy or maybe I just don't want to talk to him.

Since the last time, we haven't spoken. Actually I haven't because I don't feel like. Why is it so? Am I hurt? Or am I just being the stubborn one? Well I guess I am being both. He for real told me to leave him... leave him and go where? It's not like I can't live without him, I just don't want to.

Say it my selfishness or stupidity but I want him with me.... he does these things to me when he is angry but when he is normal he understands me the way no one could ever can.

My mom always used to say that we should never listen or believe in a person when he or she is angry cause all they will tell you or do things are lie. But isn't there a limit to everything.? Isn't there a time when you realize and let things go? Isn't there a time when you just stop forgiving?

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I woke up with a knock at the window.. I shrugged my head and rubbed my eyes to get a clear picture, as jungkook opened the door. I looked at him, he didn't say anything he just gave me his hand. I was hesitating honestly to take hold his hand but I was still not stable because of the medicines and he IV so I held them and he helped me till the door.

Mrs. Hana was standing at the door, she hugged and welcomed me to the living hell.

I sat with Mrs. Hana a talked for a while, I feels good talking to her. She is soothing. She prepared a bath for me and asked me to freshen up.

I went upstairs in my room, I opened my closet to get my clothes only to realize that this was not my room anymore. I turned around to the sound of the shower, I just stood there for a while, I was blank. I went into my own thoughts again. I shrugged my head and got out of my thought and went into my room, which I have been living in for like a month and a half now.

I took my clothes off and went into the bath tub. The water was warm and it was smelling good.

I took a bath for I don't know how long and then came out, put some clothes on and went downstairs. I had no appetite but Mrs. Hana forced me to have dinner.

I sat on the dinner table looking at the food.

"y/n eat it or else it will get cold" she said to me. "also, jungkook left. He had some work, he told me to tell you he will come home late so not to wait for him." She added.

"did he have his dinner?" I asked.

"No, he was in a hurry so he left without eating" she replied.

I just nodded without saying much. It's already 9:30 pm now, if he said he will be late how late will he be now? I was in my own thoughts fighting myself not to call him.

I don't know why but I really didn't want him to stay out for work this late besides he didn't even have his dinner also, the weather is cold these days. Did he wear something warm?

I had my dinner it was really really good, there is no argument in why Mrs. Hana makes the best food. She is just so amazing. I thanked her for everything as she was about to leave for her place.

I locked the door and turned towards the stairs because I feel tired but then I realized what if jungkook forgot to take the keys with him. Mrs. Hana told he was in a hurry I bet he must have forgotten. He always forgets his keys every time.