ECLIPSE *An Abusive Relationship* || JEON JUNGKOOK

AU REVOIR!

Extremely Mature and disturbing contents are included in this chapter read it on your own choice.

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Knock Knock

I was about to turn the door knob but the door opened and I saw jungkook standing, looking at him and a thought ran back and forth in my mind whether I should talk to him or not.

"hey what happened?" he asked cupping my face.

"are you alright?" he continued. He held my hand, took me inside the study room and made me sit on a chair.

I looked around and saw many papers were lying on the table all messed up and files open. I figured he has a hearing in the court tomorrow. Jungkook sat on his knees and held both my hands.

"what is it y/n? is something bothering you?" he asked as I looked at him.

"hmm? what is it? tell me we can talk" he insisted as I turned my head towards the table and cursed myself for disturbing him.

"do you have a hearing tomorrow ?" I asked in a low voice.

"I do" he replied.

"I am sorry, you should go through it" I said shaking my head.

"i-uh I should probably go, I- uh wanted to talk but never mind. I will go and sleep" I said and stood up but jungkook made me sit again.

"let's talk about it hmm? What is it?" he asked.

"it's not important jungkook, your work is. We can talk about it later" I said.

I don't know why but I was speaking low, maybe I didn't want to break down in front of him, maybe I was scared to actually tell him what happened or maybe because I myself was not sure about what actually was happening with me.

Jungkook cupped my face and got up, still on his knees "nothing is important y/n. Nothing is, only you are!" he said. All that I was controlling ever since I entered this room I lost control over it and a drop or tear fell from my eye.

"jungkook" I said as he joined his forehead with mine.

"yeah?" he said.

"do you- do you think I am a freak?" I asked him in a crack voice as he separated from me and looked me in the eye but I didn't look at him and lowered my head.

"do you think I am a lunatic because I think I am loosing it jungkook"

"I think I am loosing It all"

"I see things and I cannot remember if it was true or not"

"I feel things but I cannot distinguish if I imagined them or it really happened"

"I think I-uh I am mentally unstable, jungkook"

"do you think the same?" I said and burst into a puddle of tears, I looked at him with tears filled in my eyes and a pain that I still couldn't tell him what I actually wanted to say.

He stood up and hugged me "is that all, that is bothering you?" he asked.

I didn't say anything and just kept sobbing and hugged him tightly.

"y/n" he called and broke the hug and held my hands again together and kissed them.

"you are not a freak nor mentally unstable, you are not feeling well. That is all. You are perfectly fine and No! I don't think you are a freak. I love you y/n I really do and I am so sorry- i-" before he could finish he broke into tears and hugged my legs, resting his face on my lap.