(NOTE: The following chapter has many triggering content.)
CHAPTER: 65
"I want your body
pressed up against my heart.
I want your hands spreading my
thoughts,
lingering over the curves of my passions,
gripping my
hopes,
stroking my opinions,
and cupping my desires.
I want your soul
breathing heavily against my collarbones.
I want your thoughts
nibbling on my ears,
your passions
pressed against my lips,
your hopes
naked on my skin,
your opinions
hard under my hands
and your desires....
I want your desires
letting out soft little moans
against my soul
I want you."
- UNKOWN
AUTHOR's NOTE
Another week passed and there was no sign of Jungkook, except for the divorce papers that he sent to y/n.
A week ago when Jungkook sent those divorce papers to her, she got a panic attack and she was lying on the floor unconscious for the whole night! It wasn't until the morning when Mrs. Hana came home and helped her to bed. She saw the divorce papers on y/n's hand. She had no intention but it was clutched so tightly in y/n's hand that she had to see it.
Y/n was devastated the moment she saw those papers. The worst part of everything was that they were already signed by Jungkook! Yes, he sent her the signed papers.
After everything they shared and endured together, the pain, the happiness, the loss, the sorrow, the guilt, the love and everything that they ever shared and that there was in between them, at least y/n deserved a proper goodbye! But Jungkook decided not to give the poor woman scratch that, his wife at least a proper goodbye! He failed again and he knew it!
The two weeks without him was not easy for y/n. In the first week she at least had the hope that her husband might come back but after the divorce papers it was as if someone ripped her heart out and is now shoving it down her throat. She was broken completely, shattered into pieces that could never be one again.
In a matter of week she lost her marriage, her husband, her career, her family, her life, her everything!
She was devastated! The first day went without eating. Mrs. Hana tried her best to convince her to eat but she refused to get out of bed. She just stayed in the bed and recalled her life back. In her thoughts, inside the blanket she cried, smiled, laughed and felt doomed. She was flashing her life back as if she wanted to end it.
Maybe she wanted to!
The next day she got out of her bed in the lunch and went downstairs only to tell Mrs. Hana to not come for a few days, saying she needed some time alone. Mrs. Hana was worried for y/n because she saw her as her own child. She wanted to refuse to her request and stay but she chose to give y/n some space because that was all she could do for her.
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