ECLIPSE *An Abusive Relationship* || JEON JUNGKOOK

BACK TO LIFE

CHAPTER: 17

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched — they must be felt with the heart."

-Helen Keller

AUTHOR's POV

Yelling at the sky
Screaming at the world
Baby, why'd you go away?
I'm still your girl
Holding on too tight
Head up in the clouds
Heaven only knows
Where you are now

How do I love
How do I love again?
How do I trust
How do I trust again?

I stay up all night
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on
Wait 'til I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost

-Dancing with you ghost, sasha alex.

Y/N's POV

I woke up as usual and did everything I do everyday. I was planning on going to work today it's been 2 weeks now since I did not go to work so I had to go today anyhow. I got like a 1000 calls from work as well as nicole. She has been complaining about missing me all these days.

Jungkook and I had our breakfast. We did not talk much it was a silent breakfast. After I finished I called Mrs Hana to tell her that I would be going to work from today so that she can come and do the chores.

I told jungkook that I might be late today because there will be a lot of work. I was expecting him to say something that is gonna hurt me like "how great of a slut I am" or "how sick he is of me lying to him" or "how well he knows me" or "how he hates me or something like that" but instead he stood up from and walked towards me who was standing on the door. He came closer to me kissed my forehead and said "it's okay drive safe there is a lot of traffic in the evening".

I smiled at him and told him to have his lunch in time. As I got outside he followed me to the car and opened the door for me. I was about to get inside but he hugged be from the behind and came closer to my ear and whispered "maybe we can have a sweet night today" and bit my earlobe making my body weak with his sensational voice. I cleared my throat and pushed him. "We will see" I said and got inside the car.

We waved each other bye and I started driving towards the museum. On my way I was lost in my thoughts "We both were good, he never hit me when we were in a relationship, he never ever said all those bad things even when he was angry at me, no matter how mad he was he never hurt my feelings. But that was all past something happened to him he has changed jungkook was never like this. All these years that we dated all those years we were together we were good. Everything was fine then why so sudden, why, why, why he changed why is he like that why has he changed why does he hurt me like that?"

I reached my work place without even realizing when. I got off my car and looked around I was all alone it's kind of scary, our parking lot gives me a feeling as if a ghost will start running after me. I went inside the lift and in a few seconds I was in here. "FINALLY.!!" Someone screamed. Hearing that I turned back just to see Professor Lee. I bowed to him and apologized for my sudden leave. He told me that he wanted to talk to me about some and to come to his office after lunch. I was scared "is he planning on firing me" "what if I lose my job" "ohh my god nooo..!!" I said to myself a little enough for Nicole to hear it who was standing behind me.

Nicole: Ohh Mam finally you are back.

y/n: I am so sorry nick I was really busy.

Nicole: all this time?? (she said annoyed)