ECLIPSE *An Abusive Relationship* || JEON JUNGKOOK

IMPROPRIETY

CHAPTER: 49

"And your existence to me is as important, as the Moon is to the poet"

-MOHAMMAD USAMA

She broke the kiss, still holding the man who wasn't hers to kiss, who wasn't hers to touch, who wasn't supposed to be this close to her. The moment she pulled him closer and made his lips wet with hers he closed his eyes, as to this wasn't the first time he was feeling that wetness and warmth of her lips, this wasn't the first time he was this close to her and it wasn't the first time he was guilty to have her lips touched this way.

Their faces were still close to each other and he was breathing her air and she was breathing his. As the moment was over he opened his eyes only to see hers still close and filled with tears. Not wasting much time the man pulled himself back and straighten his position. Guilty of what he let happen.

He wiped his lips with his sleeve and was breathing heavy. He looked at her who was still holding his hands. Her removed her hands and stood up to leave but what he heard broke his heart into a million pieces, shattered him and threw him into the grave of agony.

"Jungkook" she said, her eyes still closed.

He looked at her standing like a statue, lifeless. His eyes became burry and the woman who was in front of him wasn't clear to him anymore. He sniffed and wiped his tears before they can fall down and prove his true self. He gulped as to prevent was his heart was hiding ever since he knew her. Ever since he first experienced all the feeling which were alien to him.

As her soft tears turned into whimpers he sat down on the edge of the bed again, pushing his true self again and held her hand to comfort her.

"please don't leave me I love you jungkook.... Please stay with me" she continued.

He just looked at her with a blank heart because he almost forgot she was not his to touch and not his to kiss and not his to love.

Yes he loved her! He did with his whole heart. Ever since the day he talked to her, ever since he laughed with her, ever since he sat next to her. He loved her ever since always. If it wasn't for Jungkook he would have never kept his feelings to himself. Never even once he let anyone know what he truly felt, never once did he ever try to damage the feelings which were building inside his best friend. It was taehyung's secret. A small one for what it appears but for him it was his true self, he was hiding.

He faked everything for his friend, he cursed himself every day that it was jungkook she fell in love with and not him but never once did he tried to take her away from him because jungkook was everything to him. It was hard for taehyung to keep his feelings to himself but when he saw his friend happy, he gave up.

Gave up everything his heart ever desired, for the first time in his life.

He always did what his parents wanted him to do, not like he didn't wanted to but he thought they were right. She was the first thing his heart wanted without anyone telling him that. He never felt anything like he felt for her. He never imagined her in a wrong way, never fantasized her. He respected her more than anyone and he wanted to protect her, make her his.

When he got to know she has feelings for jungkook he didn't even think twice and gave up because he trusted his friend more than anyone but little did he know what she was going through and what his most trusted one has done to her.

He was lost, so lost looking at her, who was crying and begging her lover to stay with him even after what he did to her. She thought Jungkook was with her, holding her and she kept on talking and talking as warm tears made their way on the man's face who was actually holding her.