Falling for Him

Chapter 34

Dedicated to my readers

The minute Nate left, I could feel Brandon's hand around my back and pulling me tighter and closer to him.

"Good morning my beautiful Belle," he said placing a kiss on my cheek.

"Good morning Brandon, someone's in a good mood today I see." I replied smiling up at him.

"But of course! Didn't you hear, I have a wonderful girlfriend now!" He responded smiling down at me.

"Ohhh really? What's she like?" I asked my eyebrows raised and continuing his little game.

"Hmmm.... Well... Let's see, she's really shy, and cute and funny. This girl can play COD and she actually beats me sometimes, she's good with children especially my brother, she's always smiling and when I say sweet things to her, she has the cutest little blush I ever saw," as he continued his list I could feel my cheeks heating up more and more ever second and all that did was make his grin bigger every minute. "And lastly, I don't know why but for a seventeen year old she sure has a weird obsession with Disney and books."

"Ok hey... Now you're in trouble. You could mess with me but not my obsession with Disney ok?" I stopped walking just to make my point and for some reason this seemed to amuse him.

He placed his hands up in surrender,"Really nothing is wrong with Disney baby. It's just really cute that you like Disney and how passionate you get talking about something you love."

I laughed but when he did the same I noticed something different with him. It was something in the way he laughed, all the stress from his body seemed to leave and his eyes became lighter, you could see how they brightened and it was just fascinating. It was as if you could get lost in his eyes and it was only the sound of his voice that would help you find your way back to reality.

"Hey Belle, I have something important to tell you." His tone suddenly changed and now it was strained and no longer carefree or happy.

"What's wrong?" We finally reached the steps which led to the entrance of the school and we took a seat.

"Nothing... Well it's just, would you hate me if I told you something about a secret?"

"Secret? It depends. What type of secret?"

I stared into his eyes as if I was trying to find the answers buried there but all that I could tell was that whatever this secret was it hurt him, and I mean a lot.

"Both I guess... It's hard to explain but..." He began but I stopped him before he could utter another word.

"Hey, look at me," he lowered his head a little," You don't have to tell me right now if you don't want to," he relaxed his tense shoulders and looked grateful.

For a few moments, both of us remained silent but all I could think about was my secret. How would he react when I tell him about my cancer? What would he or anyone else do? I looked at him and imagined about when I would tell him, when would be the perfect moment but then I remembered, how do you tell the person you love that you are dying.

What would you do, knock on their door one night and say,"Hey Brandon, I know we knew each other for a while but I didn't tell you something when we were going out. I'm going to die but don't worry I love you." Or I could just not tell him anything at all but that would be even more devastating and I can't do that to him. Either way that would would be an interesting conversation and it was one which I did not want to have right now.

Brandon placed his hand on mine, breaking me out of my horrible daydream and as he look at me and stared into my eyes, I realized that there would never be a perfect moment to tell him.

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