Wolfsbane

Chapter 25

Jamie

After we finished eating I turned Reign on and we watched it together. It was really uncomfortable just sitting here thinking about the man across me. The show was droning on and on, yes I loved it but I was dying to really do what I wanted. As a sex scene played on the screen, I was dying inside a little. Looking over at Connor from the side I could see him fidgeting in his seat. I tried so hard not to do the same damn thing but as the scene played on I was so done holding back. Looking over at him again and I found myself sliding across the couch and he threw this arm around the back side of the couch to play in my hair. I took that as my opening to throw my leg over his lap and slid on top of him and rested my arms around his neck playing in his hair.

His eyes were so soft and comforting like warm milk on a night you can't sleep. After a second or two I leaned down and captured his lips with mine in a longing and hungry kiss, pushing my chest onto his and tugging at his hair. After a few minutes I pulled away resting my forehead on his. "Connor, I don't care if I won't be your mate. I don't care if this is a one time thing, I want this. I want you Connor. I have since the moment I started living here." I told him trying so hard not to melt into his arms yet. I needed to know what he wanted too. "I want you too, but I won't drag you through that. It's like I'm leading you on and I won't do that to you. Jamie, I wish we could but maybe after the mating ritual things will change, if we both don't have mates." He said with longing eyes. I huffed in slight frustration. "I know you might not be my mate and I know you don't want to lead me on and you won't be. I know what I want and I know the difference between casual sex and relationship sex. You are what I want and I'm not really going to stop thinking about it til you reconsider." I said.

In an instant his lips were on mine again kissing me with hunger and passion. My hands were tugging his hair and pushing my chest into his. His hands found my rear squeezing it tightly before they slid under me picking me up. He bumped into wall after wall, almost falling as he tooking me up the stairs. After a few seconds he sat me on my feet, kissing down my neck sucking and biting making me a moaning mess. I was quick to unbutton his shirt sliding it off his shoulders and down his thick arms. His hands grabbed the hem of my sweater tugged it up over my head, my lips only leaving his for a few seconds before they were back on his. His hands were all over my upper half pulling me into his bare chest and kissing down my neck again, going down lower to my chest, leaving large love bites everywhere. I was fighting the urge to keep from trying to skip to the good part like a stupid movie.

His hands pulled down my gray sweatpants then pulling his pants down. He threw me onto the bed like I weighted little to nothing at all. After a few seconds his eyes locked on mine and he crawled up in between my legs, kissing me once again. "Connor, please." I begged as he ripped my bra off. His lips kissed down my chest and stomach til he reached my underwear, pulling them off slowly with his teeth. He pulled my legs apart and kissed the insides of my thighs making me giggle. My eyes were latched onto his and I could tell he was asking for permission, I nodded. His head dipped between my legs and his mouth fell onto my core making goosebumps appear on my whole body. His tongue slowly licked up my folds making me gasp with excitement. My moans filled the room and his tongue circled around my clit making my hips buck up in the air as my hands tugged on his hair. He plunged a finger in pumping in and out, making my back arch and my nails dig into his bare back.

After a few more pumps my stomach knotted up and became hot like a white hot coil. My moans became breathy and my legs shook with pure pleasure but before I could climax Connor pulled away making me whimper like a kicked puppy. "Why did you stop?" I asked sadly. Looking down at him, his eyes looked wild and I loved it. His hands jerked at the hem of his boxers, pulling them down before he got up to dig in his nightstand. In an instant he pulled out an aluminum square, opening it  and taking out the thin piece of latex. Stopping dead in his tracks to look at me before he sat on the bed where I lay naked looking at him in awe. "Jamie, before we do this I need to know you are okay with this. If you don't want this you need to tell me now. I refuse to pressure you into doing anything like this without knowing for sure you want this just as much as I do." He was so sweet trying to make sure I was okay. "Connor, I told you I want this more than anything. I won't regret anything. I'm ready." I told him with a little smile. He quickly slid the latex on, coming up between my legs and looking into my eyes. I nodded at him for him to continue. His lips fell on mine again before I felt his manhood press into me, making my back arch off the bed. It wasn't my first time but he was so big that it made me feel like it was. He waited a few minutes until I nodded and he slowly started to devour me like nothing I had ever felt before.

The only thing that was heard in the room was heavy breathing, moans, and skin against skin. Our bodies twined together like strings stitched. His lips were all over my skin. His body pillaging mine, leaving no square inch untouched by him. The air was thick and hot with passion, putting me in a trance making the moment we were having that much more special to me. Time passed by so slowly, like every second that passed us by took hours. I was relishing in this moment. The room was shinning in heavenly fire and I was willing to burn in it happily, as long as I was with Connor Slaughter.