i couldn't believe they didn't tell me earlier. i felt terrible, like i was going to throw up. i ran inside to the bath room. i slammed the door shut and lifted up the toilet seat. i sat on my knees and threw up all in the bowl. as i whipped some vomit off my lips my sister walked in and locked the door. “are you ok sis?”
“no. why didn't you tell me?”
“because mum wanted to tell you in person”
“but why now. this is my firs christmas with luke, leo and lewis as one family.” some from the outside started shaking the door “babe you in there?”
“yeah whats wrong?”
“you tell me. your mum said that i should go to the bathroom and check you”
“na jas is here. I'm ok”
“are you sure babe?”
“yeah I'm good” we waited a fe minutes before my sister asked.
“your not going to tell him?”
“i will after i get checked out. i don't want to freak him out if its nothing.”
“but what if it is something?”
“than i will deal with it. but can we not talk about please. i don't want to deal with it right now” she nodded and walked out as i flushed the toilet. we stayed for lunch than flew back to melbourne to gina’s house. from the point my mum told me about situation i couldn't stop thinking about it. i saw the look in luke’s eyes. he new something was up. gina invited her whole family over and cook dinner. beau and jai played with the twins most of the night. i was about to go to the bathroom when luke ran in with me and locked the door “luke whats up?”
“ok thats it. i cant stand this. you look so sad. can you please tell me whats wrong?”
