“thats not fair nan. the last 6 months have been hard. luke and i had to raise our kids away from both our families. i mean luke’s mum is close but i hate bothering them and luke’s not going to move. and he has done so much for me, this is the least i could do.” i paused before nodding her head. her and my pop left shortly after to get some things for their renovations. as they left luke walked out. i walked over to him and pulled some of his hair behind his ear. “are you ok?”
“what about you? did you mean what you said?” i put my head down. i knew he meant about how much i missed my family here in sydney. ”yea i did. i thought that going to melbourne was going to be the worst thing in my life. i thought i could move to melbourne, get good grades, finish school and move back to sydney. move back to my old life. that was my plan. than i meet you and you changed everything. than i got pregnant and i stayed in melbourne and i seriously could not be any happier. if i could go back in time i wouldn't change a thing. i love you luke” he gave me the biggest smile and hugged me tight, kissing me all over my face. “see, this is why i love you.” we spent the rest of the day hanging out with each other and playing with the twins. the next day we went home because luke had work. luke was doing really well with his studies and work but i missed him most days. the boys were starting to get really upset alot of the time. i did some research and i thought the boys might have started to teething so most nights they were crying. but on an up side they were making alot noises that sounded like words. it was finally the weekend and saturday was dark and rainy so we just stayed inside together as a family. luke went to the toilet when i walked over to the kitchen. leo wasn't to happy that i left and he started making alot of noise. that was when i heard leo. “ma” i immediately stopped. “ma ma” i slowly turned my head and looked at leo. he was sitting down looking up at me with his arms in the air.