i was so happy that even though i was sore i couldn't help but smile. i looked back down at my baby boys. they were so small and beautiful. i wanted to hold them but i was scared. they both had many different tube connected to them. shorty after luke came back in and my doctor walked into with him. “can we go back to your room. i need to explain somethings.” we nodded and luke helped me back to my room. “ok so the birth went well. the baby are fine as you cane see. the tubes are help your boys breath. they can breath on their own we are just using it to help. we are keeping an eye on their heart rate as well. but mostly they are fine. we have to keep them here for two weeks just incase. you can leave after we have done some test on you. you need to come three hours to feed them. any question?”
“not any i cant think of. thank you” when she walked out luke wanted to talk to me about the janoskians tour. “were going to call off the australian tour.”
“what no. i want you to go.”
“jess we have two baby boys now. I'm not leaving our family.”
“luke, they will be in the hospital for a week. you will only be gone for 2. jas will help me out. go. don’t worry i will be fine. as soon as you come back we will go straight back home in melbourne.”
“but i feel bad leaving you and our new boys.”
“don’t be. its like your having a time to be stupid and when you get back your ready to raise these boys with me.” he shock his head and looked at the ground.
“i love you so so much.”
“i love you too. just go have fun” the next morning luke was flying to Queensland with beau and jai. i drove them all to the airport. before luke walked through the gate he turned around and waved at me. i started to wave at him but than i ran to him and jump on top of him giving him kisses. he caught me and dropped his bags. “I'm gonna miss you” i started to cry when he let me go and walked through the gate. “I'm gonna miss you too.”
