but later that night was hell. i woke up at 12 in the morning because leo was hungry. that made lewis upset so he was crying as well. while feeding leo i try to calm lewis down. when i was finished with leo i put him in the cot and fed lewis. when they were both fed and asleep in the cot it was 2:30. by the time i fell asleep again it was 3:00. but at 6:00 i woke up again. as i picked up lewis, he smelt like shit so i cleaned both of their pants. what i learnt from that night was when leo was upset so was lewis and vis versa. they were both happy but were not going back to sleep so i took them out to the lounge room and put the tv on. i had breakfast and watched my boys roll around and stair at the ceiling. for once they were silent. i sat on the lounge and watched tv with them. a week past and luke was coming home. but i was starting to get tired waking up every 3 hours was wearing me out. luke was coming home at lunch time tomorrow. so i had an early night. jas was having the week off to spend with dylan on holidays so she said she would take care of my boys. i drove to the airport again and waited. i felt someone wrapped their arms around me. i turned and jump on luke. i was so happy to see him. luke put me down and gave me a long kiss. i missed him and his kiss so much. “how are the boys?”
“great. how was the tour?”
“great. let go home.” i nodded. i went to turn and walk away when luke wasn't next to me. i turned to see his arms around some chick. what the fuck was going on? “omg jess sorry. this is my best friend since forever, holly.”
“hello” she grabbed my hand and shock it.
“hi” i felt really awkward. she said her good byes and left. luke wrapped one arm around me and explain. they meet in Adelaide after she had been traveling. that night the boys were very good. after dinner luke told me he asked holly to come over because she really wanted to hangout with me. when she came in she looked amazing. she was beautiful, blonde, skinny, tall and had a great sense of fashion. “hi jess, i have heard so much about you.”
