I think i am pregnant. Next period i had photography with Luke. I felt so awkward sitting next to him while thinking i was pregnant. “Hey babe, is something up?” “Nothing that i know of, why?” “I don't know you just seem shocked or scared and i was just making sure” Fuck it was so awkward. I knew i had to get two pregnancy test just to be sure. By the time i grew some balls and went and got the pregnancy test was on Wednesday afternoon. I was too scared to take the test while my parents were home. I told my mum that night that i felt sick and she said i could have the day off if i felt like it in the morning. The next morning i was freaking out. I knew i had to take it now or i never would. When my parents left i took the first test. I sat in my room crying till i got the courage to go back in the bathroom and look at the test. After ten minutes of crying i got up and walked into the bathroom. I slowly picked up the stick and looked at it. I dropped the stick and fell on the floor. I was pregnant. I went to my kitchen to have something to eat. Trying to convince myself i wasn't pregnant and that the test was wrong. To prove to myself i went in and took the second test. But this time i was confident it would turn out negative. After five minutes of waiting i looked at it. It was positive. It told me i was two weeks pregnant. I got dressed and was going to Luke’s house to see him when he got home. I knocked on the door and Beau answered. “Hey whats up Jess?” “Oh nothing, just really need to see Luke. I had the day off today. I felt sick”. He sat back on the lounge while i walked to Luke’s room. When i got to his room i pulled out both test just starring at them. Thats when Beau walked in “Hey i just wanted to" He paused. “What that in your hand?” I shit my self and held out my left hand “Nothing why?” He looked at me to say do you think I'm stupid. I threw him one test “Is this your test? What does the smily face mean? I looked at him to say do you think I'm stupid.
