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I find that love can be torturous, I spent so many days worried about my appearance only for him to not notice large changes. It's like a hell that you're terrified to leave, it's like you'll never have another person love you. On the other side of that, love can be glorious. Subtle smiles that they send you, the bat of an eye, late night talks in the kitchen. It's truly a strange predicament to be in love with two people. One of which could never know.
I did the only thing I knew how to do, I ran. I'm not even sure how far I ran, but I was gone now. I sat by the sea, the salty water splashed me every once in a while. I didn't run away, as many would think. But I just wanted to be alone, and I didn't want people to find me. I wanted to be alone with my thoughts.
I knew that they'd all be looking for me, Suyin, mom, Izumi, Y/N. But I had to do what was right for my emotions. I felt bad for blocking everyone off, I just don't know what to do with myself. I feel lost but I know where I am. Who am I supposed to be? All I have ever tried to do was please people. Who even am I?
How do I find who I'm supposed to be?
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Word Count - 301
There's your angst, this is the last update until after thanksgiving mainly because I have a huge family and everyone comes to my house and it is a pain to write and cook at the same time. Again, thank you all for interacting with my story I enjoy reading your comments and it helps me get motivated.
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Ethereal {Lin Beifong x Reader}
FanfictionLin Beifong x Reader. Started: July 4, 2021 Ended: December 31, 2021 Hold Onto Me rewrite! Raitings: #9 Milfs 10/15/2023
