It Will Always Be You (방찬)

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(a/n: Normal/English ; Se Rin/Jun Woo)

The meeting concluded with all my songs being approved. According to them, my album will have 6 songs. I was planning on getting the heart transplant surgery for a while already. I informed them about it during the meeting and I pitched in my idea for when I'm in the process of recovering. I also told them that I'd take a break from school to recover too. When they asked me why I wanted to get the surgery, I told them that I wanted to give my all when I perform. I wanted to dance and have a lot of fun on stage just like everyone else. They told me that they understood my point and told me that they'll talk about it together and talk to my doctor with me. After the meeting, I went back to my studio to gather my things. I was taking a breather when my phone rang. I picked up when I saw that it was Jun Woo oppa.

"Yes?" I said.

"What time are you coming home? The kids are looking for you already. They've been walking around my lecture room." said oppa.

"I'll be there soon oppa. I'm just getting my things. By the way, I've told the company about the surgery. We're going to meet with my doctor tomorrow."

"Okay. We'll talk more about that at home." Said oppa. And then we hung up.

I immediately got up and turned everything off. I had just left the studio when I bumped into Sun Gyu shi. I told him that I was heading out already and then we said our good byes. When I arrived at oppa's lecture hall, I took a peek from the outside and saw the twins sitting at the front row while sleeping. I knocked and then oppa turned to my direction. He must've seen me and immediately excused himself. He handed he handed me Soo Hyun first and then went back to get Woo Hyun. They were both sound asleep and both of them had their backpacks on. I apologized and thanked oppa before leaving with the kids. It was so hard to walk at night while carrying the kids. And I also had my own bag. Thankfully, I was able to get a taxi quickly.

When we arrived at home, I put the kids down on the sofa and then I ordered dinner for us before running to get a shower. I was in the middle of getting dressed when I had to run out to the living room because I heard the kids crying. They immediately stopped when they saw me. I told them to wait for a bit and then I finished getting dressed. When the food arrived, I paid for it and then I fed the kids their dinner, making sure that they ate properly. They excitedly told me about their day while we were eating. After dinner, I gave them a shower and then I got them ready for bed. They fell asleep quickly that night. I was doing my school work in the living room when the rest of my family arrived. They asked me about my day and then settled around me in the living room after they showered. I could feel the tension in the air. It was suffocating. So, I broke the silence first.

(a/n: Se Rin/Parents/Jun Woo)

"You guys want to talk about the surgery, right?" I asked them.

"Jun Woo mentioned that you had already talked to the company about it." Said eomma.

"Yes. They're going to the hospital with me tomorrow. They're going to talk about it with my doctor."

"Why did you suddenly insist on doing the surgery?" asked appa.

"Well, I've been having a hard time recently. You guys came with me on my last checkup. My doctor said that we should consider getting the surgery within the year if I want to make it through. I actually didn't care before if I had the surgery or not. But we've got the twins now and I was suddenly given the chance to pursue my dreams. I've actually already planned everything out. I'll release the album in September just like they plan. I'll do the promotion for a month and then I'll get the surgery in October. And during the recovery period, they'll release one song a month. I've already talked to the company about that and they've agreed to what I want. The reason we're going to talk to my doctor tomorrow was to make sure that everything will be ready for when the time comes." I explained.