It Will Always Be You (방찬)

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(a/n: Normal/English ; Se Rin/Chan/Jun Woo/SKZ)

Se Rin's POV

I ran to the bathroom and locked myself inside. I let myself cry there instead because I might wake the kids if I went to the room. I didn't know why I was being sensitive. But I did know that I was hurt when Chan thought that I'll put the kids up for adoption. I was crying silently on my own when I was surprised by the sudden knock on the door. I didn't want to open the door since I wasn't completely calm yet. But when I heard Chan's voice, the more that I didn't want to open it yet. He kept apologizing to me.

"Se Rin ah, I'm really sorry. I really didn't mean what I said. I was just surprised and thought you were going to put the kids up for adoption. I regretted it as soon as I said it. Please let me in. I'm really sorry Se Rin." He said as I stared at the door. I could feel that he really was sorry and I knew that he really didn't mean it. In the end, I unlocked the door and let him in. He immediately came to give me a tight hug and apologized again.

"It's fine Chan. I know that you really didn't mean it. But it still hurt when I heard you say it. It hurt because you know me well enough to know that I wouldn't abandon the kids." I said as I cried. My tears were soaking his clothes but he still didn't let me go.

"I'm really sorry." He said again. And that was when I heard him sniffle. So, I pulled away and saw that he was crying too. I immediately put my hands on either side of his face and wiped his tears. But he only cried more when I did that.

"Why are you crying too? We're okay. I'm not mad at you and I know you that you really didn't mean what you said." I said and I realized that I was crying again. He also put both hands on either side of my face and wiped my tears. That's when I really felt that he loved me.

He kept apologizing and wouldn't stop crying. For some reason, I could really feel how apologetic he was and how much he loved me. Without thinking about it, I just pulled him close and kissed him. I felt him tense up for a moment and then he kissed me back. I don't know how long we were kissing each other. But we quickly pulled apart when someone knocked on the door. Our first reaction was to look at each other. Our expression was exactly the same that we ended up laughing. I turned on the faucet and then we quickly washed our faces. When we were done, we helped each other wipe our faces and then Chan gave me quick peck on the lips. I gave him one too and then we got out of the bathroom together. We found the other members sitting in the living room with Jun Woo oppa.

"So, are you two okay now?" asked Jun Woo oppa.

"Yes." We both replied.

"Chan hyung cried!" said Ji Sung and then they all started teasing Chan.

"Ya, it's time for us to head back." Said Chan seriously and then they all stopped teasing him and got up.

"Nuna, we'll see you when you get back." Said Hyun Jin.

"You'll see me a lot at work again." I replied.

"Hyung, thank you for having us!" they said to Jun Woo oppa who was walking to the door with them. Chan and I were the last ones to head for the door. He suddenly stopped me and gave me a quick peck on the lips without anyone seeing.

"I love you." he said as he held my hand tightly.

"I love you too." I replied and then he headed out too. After they left, I showered and then joined the kids in bed. They immediately cuddled with me as soon as I lay down. As I lay in bed that night, I could still feel my heart pounding because of Chan.