His Island

Chapter 37

"Your Mom said..." I look at him and listen. He look down. "y-you're leaving."

I sighed. I don't want anyone to know about that other than her and my friends. I want to leave in peace but I don't think I will.

"Hmm"

"Is that true?" He whispered.

I nod lazily. "Yeah."

I don't have time for these talks. I don't want to deep more about it. Ayokong ungkatin uli lahat dahil masakit. Ayokong lalong pinapaalala.

I stared at him. I had the courage to look at him now. I don't have heavy feelings in my heart. If I have...that's because of his brother.

What Hans did was off. He hurt his brother and it hurt me too. He was the breadwinner of the family. He's a very kind and loving son and a brother to their family. I knew that very well. He always thinks about his brother and puts them as his top priority.

He betrayed him. I feel a little pity for Yvan after all he did to his little brother, he paid back in a painful way.

"Just...let's go to the point. What do you want to talk?" naiinip kong sabi.

Nasapo niya ang noon habang nakayuko pa din. "I'm sorry."

I didn't say anything and stayed silent. "I'm sorry about everything."

Malakas akong napabuntong hininga. Ang problema ay madaling sabihin ang sorry. Ang dali dali pero hindi no'n maiibsan ang sakit. He should say sorry to him not me.

"Do you have contact...with him? And purposely didn't tell me about it?"

He nod and look at me. Pagod na ang mga mata niya. "I was just denying it but the truth I'm just ignoring his calls and text."

I nod but I feel another pain in my chest. I look away. 

Nami and him have contact with Yvan but I don't. They have a way to talk to him and they know if how is he but I don't. I'm going crazy thinking where is he, how he doing and if he's okay...and they lied.

I look back and saw his eyes watered. "I'm sorry...please..." Hindi ako sumagot at naghintay sa sasabihin niya. "I'm s-sorry for lying. You ask me...m-many times...and lied."

Huminga ako ng malalim. "I'm sorry...because I l-love you..." Napalunok ako at umiwas ng tingin. I feel his hand touch my mind. Mas bumigat ang dibdib ko.

He hold my hand tighter. "Please...forgive me..." Nakagat ko ang labi. "Give me another c-chance..."

I hold his hand and take it out from holding mine. I look at him in the eyes. Nakita ko ang pagdaan ng sakit sa mata nya habang nakatingin sa kamay ko.