if i could just tell you that I don't like talking to strangers and i really might faint if i approached them, then maybe you could understand more. u know? u won't force me to get food, it's okay. this is for my sake maybe? sure maybe im just maarte with everything but i really can't handle walking out of that door with you saying things that embarrass me. i grew up like this, it's me that should be blamed.
funny how i live in this house yet ako pa yung nahihiya na kumuha ng pagkain.
i also don't like how i get embarrassed to my family. they've known me my whole life, i've known them my whole life, yet it's so fucking frustrating how low i think of myself with people. i really don't like people invading my space. and space i mean, our house. im also not comfortable right now. like really no comfortable. i always have to stay inside a room and stay still. i have a choice and this what i chose. an idiot i am, huh? couldn't agree more.
oh btw, happy birthday kylo :)
12/16/21 @4:38pm
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Randomcreated a new one since I couldn't have access to my old one :) a letter to my future self: don't be stupid started: december 4, 2021- Saturday
