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2023

2023, January 2nd

HELLOOOO!! NEW YEAR NA AND I'M TERRIFIED TO SAY NA EXCITED AKO FOR THIS YEAR! FEEL KO KASI MAY MANGYAYARI NA MAKAKAPAGBAGO NG BUHAY KO, SOMETHING I WOULDN'T EXPECT WHAT WOULD HAPPEN THIS YEAR.

PUTTING THAT ASIDE, LYRAAA NEW YEAR NA HA HAHAHAH

You'll experience a lot of difficult things this year but trust yourself a little bit more. You'll do fine! I hope you'll boost your confidence because if you did then maybe your life will be a little bit more positive! Oh another thing, you have an endless time. Hence, take time on your self. Don't rush on things important to you. It's either you accept or lose.

Also the "take the risk" people are saying that is more an okay choice so you won't have to regret, I'd say I would like things the way it is. I am not the kind of person that would do "first move" in a relationship or situations. I always like to stay on my comfort zone which I sometimes dislike.

And then there's my social anxiety. Well... my condition is not really something I would like to say as a social anxiety. It's more like, I'm nervous to talk to people. To interact with someone I'm not that close to. If I somehow felt like they don't like me, I stay quiet. I try to avoid getting into a situation with them because I felt like they would hate me more If I push myself through. I am very grateful that there people who are willing to talk to me. I know myself that I am a boring person and that I don't talk more. I just don't know how to easily be comfortable with them— well I am comfortable with them it's just not like I can be more myself to them. (that's why I don't have much friends :⁠,⁠-⁠) ahh) Okay so I'm not that sad sad sad that I don't have many friends. I am happy with my social status at the moment. I love my friends! But sometimes when I'm alone at some point, I worry. I worried who'll I talk to for the rest of the day, I worried who'll I exchange my paper to, I worried and scared that people would say that I'm quite. That I should talk more. It's just making me stay more in my corner. I'm embarrassed sometimes of myself. Really.

So your younger self is curious, how exactly are you?

More questions:

1. Grade 10 ka na ano? (I can't believe it parang grade 6 palang ako)
2. How is life naman?
3. You have friends?
4. Now that you're one step to senior high, what strand would you take? I'm still stuck between choosing STEM or HUMMS.. i still also don't know what career I want.
5. New crushes???
6. Still in contact with your 9th grade friends?
7. Kamusta si ano si swba (kilala mo yan)
8. Nag-uusap pa rin kayo ni frances?!
9. Taylor Swift last release an album called Midnights. Has she released another album that is not a TV? I just know that she'll release speak now tv, taylor swift tv, reputation tv, and then 1989 tv for the half of this year.
10. Anything you want to say to me? Any chikas?
11. Are you doing well :(
12. Current fav taylor song?
13. How were your test results?
14. NOW WAY NA 17 NA SI ATE LOUDETTE WHAAAAT
15. My current weight is 49-51 (nagbabago) so what is your weight now?
16. Nagbago ka ng profile mo?
17. How are your siblingsss?
18. Your parents?
19. Nagsasalita na ba si Kylo?
20. Sino ang mga kaklase mo ngayon na naging kaklase mo noon?
21. Alam ko may Haikyuu na iri-release ngayung 2023. How was it?
22. Diba nagpapahaba ka ng buhok... ano na nangyari?
23. Ano avarage mo nung Grade 9?
24. Do you still write stories?
25. Ano-ano ang mga pinagbago ng sistema ng edukasyon? Like ano na yung schedule? Parang half day uli ba or like parang 7-3pm ang pasok????
26. Still listen to K-Pop songs?
27. Embarrassing moments?
28. Feel free to say whatever you like (please write as many as you can I'm sure future self would like to read it all)

That's all for my entry this 2023 on how I'll be when I'm older. So yun, balikan mo nalang ito, self, next year?? Bahala ka HAHAHA byeeee love you take care! Mwa mwaaa