ohhhhh i forgot about this ಠಗಠ I'VE BEEN SO BUSY THIS PAST FEW WEEKS AND IT'S KILLING MEEEEE I'VE BARELY GOTTEN ANY PROPER REST WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT THINGS RELATED TO SCHOOL ARGHHH
even on the day of my birthday, i wasted it for school hahaha (even though it's saturday huhu) it's my birthday, I'm supposed to take a rest but ╮(╯_╰)╭
It's exhausting but it's worth it haha
I was really not in the mood on the day of my birthday (nagtatampo ako kasi may practice kami e birthday ko + weekends, gusto ko talaga magpahinga hahaha) I was quiet and tired for the day lol
But it's fine, I convinced myself that if I waste time on being sad, I'll just waste the whole day. And I'm 16 na! Sweet Sixteen hahaha
Gosh, 16 sounds scary hahaha. I know 2024 has a lot of surprising stuff in-store so I'm kinda scared and excited. But like seriously, I still feel like 12? (blame it all on pandemic)
As a once 15 years old, madami akong natutunan. I'm glad that I learned and experienced a lot. I hope being 16 is not much of a horror. Bear with me, 2024.
So from being 16, I now wonder what it feels like to be 17 hahaha. You see, being a 16 year old Lyra, gra-graduate na ako ng Junior High then I'll soon enter Senior High.
(Hindi ko pa alam kung anong pipiliin kong strand hahaha naluluha 🥲)
Okay so real talk for a sec, I don't have the confidence to think about myself. If I just compare myself to others, I'll think to myself na "ay hala feel ko ako yung walang mararating" something like that.
I will be so embarrassed if that comes true, and so the pressure on myself rose up again. Hahhh, it's so difficult being me.
But anyway, Lyra who's 16 right now, I wish you luck in life. You'll overcome greater things and experience wonderful things. I love youuu, take care.
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My book
Randomcreated a new one since I couldn't have access to my old one :) a letter to my future self: don't be stupid started: december 4, 2021- Saturday