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weird dream that i cried bad

weird dream that I woke up crying to

the scene started like this: i was maybe at a hospital and i felt nothing? i was just like moving according to what the supposed plot is. heck I don't even know why I'm lying down on bed with doctors and nurses enveloping my vision.

and then the scene immediately go to like a baby girl near me... without a life.

and so i immediately thought of that maybe I was pregnant and that my baby didn't survived???

weirddd, then i was at home, feeling all depressed because i lost my baby. i was roaming around, doing nothing. just walking around the house with thoughts of my lost baby. i was lost.

then at school (idek the scene just keep changing??) everyone around me doesn't seem aware that i just gave birth. maybe because i didn't have a round tummy and maybe i just happened to poop a baby?? but then, one by one they started to know.

they congratulate me as they asked picture of my baby. i was lost at words and don't know how to say that my baby is no longer here. I didn't want to say it to them yet and so i said I'll tell them next week.

but when my classmates started talking to me, I started to cry. like when venizze approached me and say that after all the hard work you've gone through, it was worth the wait. then when trisha showed me her phone and asked if a dress would be nice to gift it to my baby. i was hesitating but i did said that she doesn't have to buy anything.

i was tearing up. then when it was time to go home, ashley said that to send her the pic of my baby later. and then i slightly woke up, gaining conscious.

i realized then that i was crying.

i wanted to go back to the dream so I can know more but I ended up calming myself to me not crying no more. that's when I slept again but I never dreamt of that moment again.