Happy Holiday! It's finally Christmas which means it's the almost the end of year. I loved 2022 but I rather live a new life with a new year. I'm scared to say that I'm excited for 2023 because usually some things will go bad but hopefully I won't jinx it!
Today had been a blast! I had so much fun compare to the other years HAHAHA. On the past years on Christmas day, I'm the person hiding on the corner of a room. I won't go out unless I'm called to. I was very introverted back then hehe.
But this year, it's different.
I'd like to say it was because of the face-to-face classes. It helped my social anxiety to cool off and help me interact with people as well. I stopped being afraid of communication and always did my best. I know myself that I'll be fine but somewhere in my mind keeps the caution and the fear that people might not like me.
But one day I just put on my pants and then freely tried to be friendly or approachable. I try to talk as if I was comfortable. Then sooner on, I became a person who definitely does not stand out but a person who stays in the table at a party.
So yeah! Everyone is so nice but there's still being shy on me which I think is good to balance my self.
But Christmas today is not like the Christmas in the past. I know, I know, Lyra the past is past. But just like, wouldn't it be nice if you can feel the Christmas spirit like before?
... I'm really getting old, sorry.
So heyyy, 15 year old self. My wish for Christmas is for you to take your self easy. That's all. Be kind to everyone AND to yourself. Love ya ♡
xoxo, younger you
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Randomcreated a new one since I couldn't have access to my old one :) a letter to my future self: don't be stupid started: december 4, 2021- Saturday
