ahh, it's you birthday.
first of all, thank God for blessing me to celebrate another year.
My wishes for today is that I hope that I can achieve my goals for 2022 since they are what I really want to change or to reach.
yeah, uhm..
why does it feel like I'm expecting something good to happen when I know it's completely impossible. no friends will probably greet me, yeah they forgot your birthday but it's alright since I'm also forgetful about theirs hehe.
what I'll do for today is probably I'll finish AP and English. Yeah, I'll do my school works. Boring... I KNOW.
But what do you think I'm able to do today? I ain't going out and I want to keep myself busy so they'll think that I probably don't care about my 14th birthday. But somehow I do, I really just don't know how to express my feeling or to show my feelings.
I grow up not really able to show my feelings since I'm a shy girl that don't even know how to communicate without having cold hands. And my family... i don't know. I guess we aren't supposed to be open to each other...?
That is one thing I don't like. Uh-huh.
But anywho, it's my birthday why am I depressed about it????
So, what I'm looking forward today is to eat ice cream. Lots and lots of ice cream.
That's all, hehe!!!
Happy Birthday to My Self, wish you a good luck on, like, everything!
Sending lots and lost of love!!! PLEASE RECEIVE IT!! AND HEY KNOW YOUR WORTH, GIRL!
YOU ARE IMPORTANT. YOU ARE LOVED. YOU ARE KIND. YOU ARE SPECIAL. I LOVE YOU!!!!
2/24/22
YOU ARE READING
My book
Ngẫu nhiêncreated a new one since I couldn't have access to my old one :) a letter to my future self: don't be stupid started: december 4, 2021- Saturday