I'm his private girlfriend

Part 30

"Huy!! That's enough!!! Too much na 'yung naiinom mo, Arianna"

"Ano ba Jelai! Kaya ko pa kaya 'to! Hindi ako lasing reklamo ko dito "bar 'to malamang we should get wasted" dagdag ko pa.

Jelai's POV.

"Sabi niya mahal niya ako! Hahaha wala daw mag gi-give up ginagago niyo lang akong lahat!!!!!!!" Paglalabas niya ng sama ng loob

"Girl, tama na please lasing ka na" pag patigil ko dito.

"He chose to leave without bidding for goodbyes" sarkastikang sabi niya, pinipigilan ko naman siya but mas gusto niyang ilabas lahat ng saloobin niya kaya hayaan ko na lang muna.
"And I remember all those crazy things you said" she is shouting with the loud crowd. "You left them running through my head" she said while her tears are racing to drop.

"Hey Arianna calm down" i am calming her.. she's literally broken always.

"You're always there, you're everywhere but right now, I wish you were here" she sang while crying na

"Kalimutan mo na 'yun it's been past year na tama na" ilang ulit ko siyang kinakalma pero matic pag nag bar kami si Sandro ang iiyakan at hahanapin niya.

"I never imagined the man who made me feel so happy and in love? Naglaho na lang bigla.." she said while in tears
"ANG HIRAP MONG MAHALIN SANDRO" hagulgol pa niya

"Tama na, Arianna tama na. Iniwan kana niya"

"Kahit ilang taon pa ang lumipas sariwa pa rin ang sakit dito" sabay turo niya sa dibdib niya (puso) niyakap ko siya at umiyak siya lalo

"Wala na.. wala na yung comfort zone ko" iyak pa niya

Nagulat ako bigla niyang kinuha ang phone ko at may hinanap sakaniyang Instagram.

"Huy!! Sinong tatawagan mo??" Pag tatanong ko dito

"S-si S..sandro" nahihirapan niyang saad

"Gaga, baka tulog na 'yon.." after 4 years ng relationship nila biglang nawala si Sandro ng parang bula. Almost 3 years na nung iwan ni Sandro si Arianna.. blinock 'ito ni Sandro sa lahat ng soc-meds kaya saakin siya naka asa sa mga updates ni Sandro hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin namin alam kung bakit nagawa ni sandro 'yun sa kaibigan ko.

Arianna
S-sandro

Sandro
Hello?? Who is this?

Arianna
I'm here to admit

Sandro
What??

Arianna
That I am so lucky to have someone like you.

Sandro
A-arianna?

Arianna
Don't end the call please i just want to say that you made me the happiest woman ever.

And arianna ended the call kahit wala pang sinasabi si Sandro hindi ko naman agad mapigilan.. grabe ang sakit na ginawa ni Sandro sa pinsan ko hanggang ngayon questionable pa rin ang paglisan niya sa bansa.

"Am I not enough???" Pagtatanong niya sa sarili at masyado ng lasing ang pinsan ko.

"No, don't say that you're worth it kaya!!" Pagpapagaan ko sa feeling niya.

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Sandro's POV.

I received a phone call from her and I knew she was drunk again. Everything was my fault and I am the one who should be blame here. I left her hanging alone. And I know that i'm so stupid for not choosing my happiness.. i-i don't know what i have done i ruined everything i ruined..

No one ever makes me feel the way you make me feel i-i miss her always

I read some quote and it says 'When the person is important to you, you won't make excuses. You'll make sacrifice'. And that was right! It's all for her.

I miss my remedy always.

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Arianna's POV.

Gumising ako sa sakit ng ulo ko I am  with Jelai all the way to move on. Meanwhile si Diane naman ay sobrang busy na dahil nasa politics na siya kaya bihira lang ang free time niya so hindi siya nakakasama.

"Ano inom pa! Tapos ngayon hawak hawak ka sa ulo mo" pagsesermon ni Jelai saakin

"Hehe sorry na napasarap lang naman" saad ko dito

"Sus, tinawagan mo pa nga 'yung tao!" Aniya kaya dali-dali akong umupo sa pagkakahiga.

"Fuck? Seryoso ka ba?!!" Hindi ako makapaniwala.

"Oo! Drama ka pa ha!" panga-asar niya saakin.

And yes t'was right! Me and Sandro had separated already our ways and choose our own paths after four fucking years of being so dead in love. I really don't know what the fuck just happened to him after having an almost perfect relationship. He left me hanging alone here and he left me without any reason on why does he need to do that. Even if I ask his parents, brother, and relatives they have no answer.

I always ask myself. "Bakit ako iniwan? May mali ba saakin? Hindi pa ba ako sapat sakaniya? Nagsawa na din siguro siya?" He even blocked me in all of his social medias kaya wala akong update at kung mayroon mang way ay mula 'iyon kila Jelai dahil hindi naman sila naka block.

But as I remember wala naman akong nagawang mali o kahit kasalanan sakaniya. Tapos bigla bigla na lang siyang mawawala na parang bula!

I just want some clarity sa mga tanong ko saaking sarili lalong lalo na kung bakit nga ba ako iniwan?

"Ano na!! Tulala moment??" Gulat akong nang mag salita si Jelai

"S-sorry hindi ko lang maalala kung ano ang mga nagawa ko kagabi" mahinhin kong salita.

"May record ako HAHAHA" Pang aasar pa niya saakin.

"A-ayokong mapanood!" Reklamo ko dito kahit na gusto ko man maalala wag na lang.

"Asus! Halika na kumain na tayo may meeting ka pa with the Marcos" paalala niya

"What? Seriously with my hangover" reklamo ko pa dito

"Aber, sinong nag-ayang mag bar?? Diba ikaw! I'm trying to stop you pero anong ginawa mo?" Pag sesermon niya muli saakin kaya nag tungo na lang ako sa bathroom para mahimasmasan and after that bumaba na din ako to eat some breakfast pero to be honest? Nasanay akong lagi kaming sabay mag breakfast ni Sandro.

"Tama na ang tulaley moment! Baka magtampo si papa Jesus niyan nasa hapag kainan ka" ani Jelai habang naka tingin saakin

"S-sorry!!" Maikli kong sabi

"Kumain ka na mamayang 1pm ang meeting mo with the Marcos" paalala  niya pa muli.

Isa kasi si Daddy sa shareholder nung company but they are busy that's why ako ang a-attend for them and yeah Simon is already home na nga pala he's doing great! And yet wala pang girlfriend ang loko.

After fixing myself I took some medicines na din for my head ache.

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