I'm his private girlfriend

Part 46

Sandro's POV

It's hard to forget her easily i don't even need a new girl to move on yes i still have my girlfriend.. the girlfriend who i don't dream of i will make sure our relationship will end. So i can fight for me and arianna

I really love her she's a dream a dream that you don't want to woke up
A dream that you will cherish..

My life routine is to drink everyday to forgot her, but no it can't help it always make me remember her but even tho every place it makes me remember her

It was a wasted day!!

Till my last day, i'll be loving you.

"Hey son ano bang ginagawa mo sa buhay mo!?" I heard some familiar voice.. so i woke up i'm holding a one bottle of tequila so i stood up slowly i saw Mr. President and Madame First Lady.

"Oo nga anak, kung hindi lang kami tinawagan ng kapatid mo.. sandro open up with us please" mom pleased me to tell her everything it's been a fucking 3 weeks since she left i'm all broke i-i can't live without her

"Mom i-i'm, i'm tired" i said and having some teary eyes

"Shhh son we are family you can tell us every problem" mom said and caress my back

"Son tell us.. i know we are being busy but you know naman why but now we are here let's talk about it do you want some manly talk?" Dad asked me and tapped my shoulder slowly

"I can't bear with myself anymore mom,pops i-i can't live without her she's the girl of my dreams i like her to be my Imelda my Liza too" i said and start sobbing

"Anak..crying is how your heart speaks, when your lips can't explain the pain what your feel  " mom said but i'm stunned in the window view

"You should understand why she left the country maybe she's really still in pain.." pops seriously said

"Yes, i understand why things had happen this way" i said and trying to stop my tears

"Son.. i'm sad seeing you like that" mom said and continue caress my back

"I understand her reason for causing me pain. But mere understanding does not chase away the hurt. It does not call upon the sun when dark clouds have loomed over me." I said while straight looking at the window

"You can do it son" my mom keeps motivating me to ease the sadness

"Let the rain come when if it' must come! And let it wash away the dust that hurt my eyes.." my voice broke when i said that

"Yes let the rain come and wash away those dust hurt you" pops said in his serious tone

You still make me smile.
Even if you're the reason why i am sad. ..

"I- i can't!!" I yelled with all my emotion mom start tearing down

"S-son.. stop this is not good for you moved on" she said while her tears trying to drop

"I- i can't do that it's hard" i said and my tears racing to drop

"Aren't you mad at her??" Pops asked me and i look at him slowly

"No pops.." i answered quietly

"Well you know you really love her when you can't hate her for breaking your heart" pop said and caress mom's back

"B-because at the first place it's my fault..." i said and bow down my head

"Anak you already told us the whole story .. you did is just to protect her that she don't know even you should tell her too..." pops said and it makes me feel guilty again

"B-but it's late.. she left me already" i said with my husky voice

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment. Pain of love lasts a lifetime" Mom said with her teary voice

"Son.. don't be afraid to start over this time you're not starting from scratch you're starting from experience and sometimes all you have to do is forget
what you feel and Remember  what you Deserve" he advised ..

"It's not easy to move on pops she's the girl that i dreamed of" i said straight to the point

"But she left you" pops said and smile weirdly

"I left her first" i said and painfully smiled back

"If you focus on the hurt, you will continue to suffer. If you focus on the lesson you will continue to grow." Mom's advised and they both move close to me and i felt a warm hug from my parents.

"We are always here for you son just continue to grow okay?" Pops said and tap my shoulder after going out mom kissed my forehead first and pops did the same.

I miss you a little too much, a little often, and a little more everyday.

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Arianna's POV

I'm now here at U.S with the fam! They still don't know yet what' really happened to me and sandro but i don't want to talk about that anymore because i'm here to forget not to remember.

I already have a job here so i' make myself busy! I already deactivated everything no contacts with everybody but after deactivating i posted that "I'm fine, so bye!" Para naman hindi sila mag taka.

I hope he's doing good day by day because i am. I'm really busy here it's been a week passed! I'm being great process by process ... sana ganoon din siya well baka nga ayos lang siya?
Why do i think of you argh!! Arianna focus on work.

I keep myself busy with things to do, but everytime I pause, i still think of you.

I do miss you, but i'm trying my best to stop.
Cause the more we continue the more it hurts

Some days are just hard but there is hope in tomorrow ... i miss the Philippines already i hope in very soon i could go home na but it takes time to heal and i have some work na here i-i have to finish my contract.

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