"What the hell are you doing here huh!?" She asked me..
"Aba! Ikaw?! Anong ginagawa mo dito" inis kong tanong, what if.. what if mag kita sila ni sandro?
"I'm here for simon" saad niya,..
"At bakit??" Pag tatanong ko dito
"My dad sent me here! He had something to give. And wait i-i don't have to explain!! Lalo na sayo, just let me in!!" Aniya, at parang mag iiskandalo ito anytime
"W-wala si simon dito" sagot ko naman dahil a-ayaw ko silang mag kita ni sandro..
"Liar!!" Iritableng saad niya saakin
"K-kayla! What are you doing here???" Pag tatanong ni vinny, thank god it was vinny!! Akala ko si sandro na
"I have something to give on simon" she answered
"Ah.. he's busy kasi just give it to me" kalmadong saad ni vinny
"No need i can wait naman, and i have something to discuss with him pa" pag pupumilit neto
"A-ahh hindi ba pwedeng bukas nalang???" Pag tatanong ni vinny
"W-wait.. why you guys feel bothered huh? Is there something that i have to know!?" She sarcastically asked and biglang pumasok sa loob
Dumerecho siya sa sofa, at sumalpak ng upo! Kung hindi ba naman makapal ang mukha niya diba?
"Baka matagalan si kuya.. b-bukas nalang kaya" pasimpleng pag taboy ni vinny dito
"No, i can wait naman!" Aniya
"Ang kapal din ng mukha mo" bulong ko dito at feel ko narinig niya iyon
"Ikaw babae ka! Kanina ka pa eh, hindi mo to bahay kaya wala kang karapatan mag palayas!!" Aniya.. at tama naman siya pero t-tama naman siya hindi ko to bahay para paalisin lang siya basta basta..
Natahimik lang kami na tila ba'y may dumaan na anghel
Biglang may nag salita mula sa hagdanan dahan dahan ko tinaas ang aking tingin .. bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko .
"K-kayla!!" Masayang saad ni sandro .. heto na.. ang kinakatakutan ko ang mag kita sila
"Ohh, hi sandro!" Bati niya dito at tumayo ito para salubungin si sandro
"I'm glad that nakita na kita..." he said and hugged kayla so fast,.. a-ang sakit ha,
"H-hey are you alright?" Pag tatanong ni vinny pero pabulong lang iyon halos huminto ang mundo ko sa mga nakita ng aking mata
Wala akong nagawa kundi tumakbo pa taas sa pinag s-stayan kong kwarto
"Self kalma.. kaya mo yan" i make myself calm.. hindi ko kinaya ang mga nakita ko kanina wala na, nag kita na sila paano na ako? .. h-hindi parin niya ako naalala
I'm crying right now, biglang may kumatok kaya pinunasan ko ang mga luha ko..
"A-anong g-ginagawa mo d-dito??" Nahihirapan kong saad paano pinipigil ko din ang mga luha
"Why did you ran?" Pag tatanong niya saakin .. it's sandro nga pala
"W-wala a-ano naalala ko may kailangan pa akong gawin" saad ko at tumalikod dahil naramdaman ko ang init ng mga luha kong nag uunahan sa pag patak
"Hey.. are you crying?" He ask me, hinila niya ako paharap sakaniya
"Ooh,.. b-bakit? Are you mad ba?" He asked again"I'm not mad.. i'm not mad because you don't want me.. i'm mad because sometimes you act like you do and other times you act like i'm nothing" dinerecho kona siya dahil nahihirapan na akong mag tago ng nararamdaman ko
"I'm sorry if you felt like that.. " he said with his lower voice
"I told you what hurts me the most and you did it perfectly" i sarcastically said, paano i'm keeping myself to be strong enough
"I don't mean to hurt you..." he said
"So you don't mean everything! Worst feeling is when i found out that i didn't mean as much to someone as much i thought i did and i look so stupid caring too much" i said straight to the point
"I..i just don't remember everything yet, i thought we are in a good term? Like no feelings will be attached" he coldly said
"Actions speak louder than words.
Next time when someone tries to convince you that they care, look at what they do,not what they say." Saad ko"Okay... please calm down i don't really mean to hurt you arianna... you know what's my situation is naman diba??" He said
"Oo alam ko kaya nga nag adjust ako ng bongga! Pero yung ganito? .. hindi ko na ata alam ang gagawin ko" saad ko naman "Sige na go away! Leave me alone, iwan mo na ako tutal doon ka naman magaling, andiyan na yung babaeng bukang bibig mo andiyan na yung babae na hinahanap mo,.." i added
"I don't want to leave you here crying" he insisted
"Ano ba! Umalis kana!!" Pag taboy ko sakaniya bukas ang pintuan ko kaya tinulak ko siya paalis pero hindi naman malakas, kaya nakalabas na siya at dali-dali kong sinarado ang pinto he even tried to knock but hindi ko na iyon pinansin pa...
"Heto nanaman tayo arianna, kailan ba tayo ga-graduate sa pag iyak-iyak na yan? Kailan!!" Pakikipag usap ko saaking sarili, nakakapagod but i promised on myself na hindi ako susuko ng ganong kadali .. pero bakit ang daming pag subok? Tapos parang ako lang palaging luhaan
Pag tapos ko mag senti ay, umupo ako sa pag kakahiga at kinuha ko ang mini mirror sa tabi ko.
"Well ang ganda ko parin, at least kahit umiyak ako maganda parin! Kahit masaktan ako maganda parin kesa naman umiyak na nga ako nasaktan na nga ako pangit pa diba?." My mood change real quick
I played a song and sing with it
Baby, I'd give up anything to travel inside your mind
Baby, I fall in love again come every summertime
My daddy taught me to choose 'em wisely, but you don't have to try
'Cause, baby, I fall in love every summertimeI'm packing my things right now tutal at the end of the week tapos naman na ang pag inom ni sandro sa mga gamot niya at kaya na niya yun! He don't even need me naman..
Habang nag titiklop ako ng damit ay nakarinig ako ng katok kaya hininaan ko ang volume nung phone at nag tungo doon upang buksan
"Ooh.. s-simon" salubong ko sakaniya but i got shook when he hugged me pag ka bukas ko palang ng pinto.
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