"Hoi ano ba umiinom pa ako!!!" Reklamo ko kay sandro paano itinabi na yung iniinom ko
"You're drunk, let's go hatid na kita" he said kaya nagulat ako doon
"A-ayoko andito naman sila simon" saad ko sakaniya
"Sa tingin mo mahahatid kapa nila? They are drunk also" aniya at tinignan ko ang mga ito si simon naka yuko i think nakatulog na si vinny ganoon rin.. "Security can you escort my brothers" pag tawag niya sa mga securities si diane ay naka uwi na...
He carry me like a bridal style, he insisted wala na akong nagawa dahil parang wala na talaga ako sa aking sarili
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"Alam mo?" Pag kekwento niya saakin i bet she's totally drunk
"What?" I asked her while i'm carrying her she kept murmuring some words ang daldal niya kapag nalasing!
"Wala hahahaha" she said and laughed kaya tinuloy ko ang pag lalakad because she's getting heavier
"Fuck kayla, i'm tryna be the reason you smile everyday" she added
"Ayy, you're drunk come on where is your room?" I asked her, i even don't know kung saan ang room niya..
"In your room" mapilyo niyang saad i've searching for a maid pero wala so ended up, dinala ko na siya sa kwarto ko.. "Is you and kayla are back together??" She curiously asked
"Not yet" i answered back while putting her to the bed properly
"Asus, don't rush into a relationship. Be friend first. Maybe she have hotter friends thank me later" she giggle after that
"Hahaha hayst, you're totally drunk" i said and remove her heels i try to change her clothes but i just can't so she'll be sleeping with her dress..
"Aren't you sleeping here by my side?" She asked, and sounds so drunk
"N-no.. i'm going to sleep sa sofa bed" i said and she held my wrist
"Don't leave me here.." she pleased
"W-why??" I aksed her and still she's holding my wrist
"Hmp! Baka mamaya may multong tumabi saakin" she said and sounds so cute..
"Hahaha wala yan" i assured her
"Sige na!! Just sleep here" she pleased so i just nodded
"Wait i'll just change into my pajamas" pag papaalam ko and she just nod
After changing into pajamas i hurriedly go back to her.. and nag ka salubong pa kami she's running through the bathroom maybe she'll vomit
"Are you alright?" I asked her cause i heard she's vomiting na..
"A-ah, head aches" she said and i go inside the bathroom also i caressed her back
"Ayan i' told you already na drink moderately but hindi mo ako sinunod!" I sounds like a father na but she's being makulit kasi
We went back to the bed and she's being makulit!
"Dear God, please remove anybody lying to me, using me, gossiping behind my back but pretending to love me to my face Amen!" She said so i scratched my forehead i don't know what's happening with her maybe because she's drunk.
"You should sleep na it's already 12 in the morning" i said to her
"You deserve a slow love, a uncomplicated, no rush, sure. Stable. Consistent. You deserve that love so for short you fucking deserve me!!!" She said and smiled even tho her eyes was close
"Hayss come on it's time for sleep" i said and cover the half of her body some blanket i already remove her make up using cotton and make-up removal and yeah i have those because sometimes they put some concealer at my under eyes..
"I am actually a very nice person. So if you ever see me being mean to someone, know that they earned that shit" she said "I wanna loved correctly or left the fuck alone completely.
No in-between" she added
"Shhh come on let's sleep quiet" i said and lay down already..
"One day you'll miss me!! Losing me is like losing front tooth. You will never smile the same again" she said and sighed
"I admit it. I can't loose you, you are an angel that our creator sent me" i said and hold her hands
"Pero bakit hindi mo ako maalala!!" She start ranting at me
"Well, i'm sorry" i said and look straight at her even tho her eyes are closed
"I want you... but imma shut up and let the universe decide because i'm tired" she said and i felt some grounds when she said that..
"N-no please don't get tired of me.. i'm trying to bring back my memory" i said
"The saddest part in life is saying goodbye to someone you wish to spend your lifetime with" she said and it make my heart ache
"Shhh, stop saying that please" i said and trying to make her stop
"Baka sakaling tama na ang panahon, matagpuan mo akong muli" she said and she had her teary eyes.. "They said i look so stupid, for chasing you bakit ba kasi hindi ko parin matanggap na wala kana sa buhay ko!" She continue ranting now.. even tho she is really drunk she express her feelings
"Hindi ako nawala sayo, at hinding hindi ako mawawala sayo.. i'm just trying to bring back my memories" i said
"Pero naka focus kana kay kayla kaya heto nanaman ako parang hangin lang sayo" she said and her tears drop
"Kung tayo, talaga 'di ba??" I asked her
"Paano kung hawak ka na ng iba? Paano na.." she said and sounds like losing hope, i don't know why do i feel like this.
"Hindi pa naman.." i said
"Kung sakaling maisipan mong umuwi sa dati mong hinagkan na tahanan tandaan mong nandito lang ako palaging bukas ang pinto para sa'yo" she said and opened her eyes for the mean time
"Shh, sleep na please" i said because every words that coming out from her mouth has a deep meaning .. that making me confuse
"Ikaw palagi ang aking iniitindi at inuuna kahit ang bulong sa'kin ng iba ay bitaw na, hindi na ako sumubok lumisan dahil itinuring parin kitang pahinga kahit sobrang nakakapagod na" she said, and close her eyes again i thought she will speak again but no i think she fell asleep na..
"Goodnight" i said and fix the blanket for her...
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Fanfic!!! EDITING !!! Always going to fight over fear for the selfish pain because It was worth it everytime. If our love's insanity then, why are you my clarity? *Big credits to Georjie Lee for my story cover*
