Lumipas na ang mga araw na hindi ako pinapansin ni Simon every time na makakasalubong ko siya.. i'm very comfortable with him kaya lang hindi ko naman sinasadya yung na feel niya
Hanggang sa nabalitaan ko aalis na pala siya mag wo-work na siya sa London at nakakainis pakiramdam ko ng dahil saakin aalis siya "nakakainis naman Arianna!!! ang manhid manhid mo" bulong ko.
Nandito ako ngayon sa bahay nila Sandro dito sa Ilocos sana pumunta si Simon dito... napag pasiyahan kong hintayin na lang si Sandro sa pool area kung saan madalas ganapin ang pictorial nilang mag kakapatid
May narinig akong sasakyan at nagulat ako sa mga aso dito biglang nag tatahol, nakaramdam ako ng takot paano akala ko kakagatin ako
pero hindi naman pala! Nag abang lang sila sa maindoor bumukas.Nag check muna ako ng mga messages sa phone ko grabe ang daming message request hindi ko lang talaga ina-accept paano matatabunan ang mga kausap kong importante.
I heard some familiar voice so i look back and it was..
"S-simon?" mahinang sabi ko nagulat ako sa nakita. Andito pala siya.. so may pag asang makausap ko siya bago umalis bukas!!
Tumayo ako at dali-daling lumapit dahil alam kong iiwasan ako neto lakas loob kong tinawag siya "Simon!"
Napalingon siya saakin habang nilalaro niya ang mga aso "A-arianna?"
"Simon, please let's talk" pakikiusap ko sakaniya gusto ko bago siya umalis ng bansang ito ay ayos na kami.
"Uhh, i'm busy" he coldly said ng hindi tumitingin saakin.
"Please Si, ang daya mo naman" saad ko kaya napatingin siya saakin
"Ako pa ang madaya?" He sarcastically said i heard his english accent
"I want it to be clear bago mo lisanin ang Pilipinas" pakiki usap ko sakaniya kulang nalang lumuhod ako
"F-fine, let's talk sa garden" saad niya at lumakad kaya naman sumunod nalang ako.
"Andito na tayo, ask what you want and i'll try to answer" he calmly said at umupo sa mini couch ng garden
"What happened last day?" Ayon ang una kong tinanong sakaniya
"Okay i'm going to state myself for once so kindly listen." Damang dama ko ang malamig niyang boses "How should i start?, uhm i fell in love with you.. I thought we can be together hindi ako nag hadali dahil ayaw kong mabigla ka, so nag pataan ako ng oras pero mali! Mauunahan lang pala ako, to the girl i loved the most wala na you are with my brother.. it's just really heartbroken because brother ko pa talaga well, it's my fault hindi ako gumawa ng move. I'm so stupid for that part diba?" He said.. hindi ko alam kung anong nararamdaman ko my emotion are mix right now.
"Simon I just want to say that I love you as my friend.. i'm very comfortable with you, i'm really sorry for what you feel, sorry for making your heart ache, pero diba hindi mo naman kailangang umalis? Bakit aalis ka pa" paghingi ko sakaniya ng tawad
"I can't help but to move in other place, I can't stay here lalo na makikita ko kayong masaya hahaha
I mean that's great your happy but.. but why in my brother pa.. It' hurts me so.." he said and sighed after"I'm really sorry Simon i-i'm sorry, i don't want to hurt your feeling,
i know you can love another girl better than me!" Paliwanag ko sakaniya."Nag-iisa ka lang ba talaga?" He sarcastically said natawa pa talaga
"Si! I'm always here for you no matter what okay? Hindi mag babago 'yung pagmamahal ko sayo as a friend of mine. Diba we promised to be friends forever? Tutuparin ko 'yon, Si"
"Malay ko bang hindi naman mutual ang feelings natin." he said he looks like tearing down
"Si, stop please. You're just hurting yourself" i said and held his hands and gladly he held it back.
"Look at my eyes for the last time please" he said and ginawa ko naman
"Just always remember you don't have to ask yourself many times okay? And i'm always here for you" aniya habang mag ka titigan kami. "Ikaw lang ang iibigin" dagdag pa niya and i saw his tears dropping slowly so i wiped it for him.. i- felt guilty but paano naman si Sandro? Paano naman si Simon?? Naguguluhan ako."Simon stop" pagsaway ko sa kaniya at tila ba ako'y umiiyak narin i felt his hands wiping my tears dry. "Simon bakit aalis kapa? ma-mimiss kita!"
"I'm just one call away, Arianna" sabi niya pagkatapos ng aming tight hug
"Mag iingat ka doo--" natigil ang sasabihin ko.
"Ehem, ehem!'" Naagaw ng atensyon namin si Sndro! ka-kanina pa kaya siya nandiyan?
"What, was that for??" He curiously said.
"K-kanina kapaba andiyan??" Mautal -utal kong tanong
"Para akong nanu-nood ng live drama..." he sarcastically said and faked his smiled
"Excuse me? I'm here na Simon you can let go of her hands" dagdag pa niya.
"S-sorry!" saad ko at bumitaw sa pagkakahawak ni Simon.
"Are you guys bidding for goodbyes??" Para siyang naiinis na hindi ah basta i don't know.
"Babe naman don't be jealous" Bulong ko sakaniya
"Uhm.. sige na Arianna i'm going to get some of my stuffs here pa" paalam ni Simon
"Mag-iingat ka don ha? Basta if you need someone to talk to. I'm always here"
Nginitian niya lang ako, tinapik niya sa balikat si Sandro at pumunta na sa kwarto niya.
"Hey babe, don't be jealous na" pakikiusap ko sa kaniya at hinawakan ang kamay niya.
"Let's go to my room" aya niya at kinagulat ko iyon.
"A-ano?!" Nagulantang kong tanong
"I mean, I will show you something" natatawa niyang saad.
"Ano nga!!" Kunwaring naiinis ako, pero nagtataka naman kasi ako.
"You are my secretary babe, so come with me in my room i'll show you some important schedules" paglilinaw niya at hinatak ako pa-akyat sa hagdan.
Nakapasok na kami sa kwarto umupo siya sa working chair niya at may hinanap na papers at nang mahanap na niya yon ay agad niyang pinakita saakin.
"Here babe, tomorrow we will have a morning meeting" he said while looking at me giving me some killer smile.
"Og.. really okay!" Sagot ko habang nakangiti
Nag stay lang kami sa room niya may mga papers akong chineck and siya naman ay may mga pinirmahan.
Hindi pa kami tabi matulog because we respect my parents wants, we know our limits din naman also we have our own beliefs that Marriage before seggs.
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Fanfiction!!! EDITING !!! Always going to fight over fear for the selfish pain because It was worth it everytime. If our love's insanity then, why are you my clarity? *Big credits to Georjie Lee for my story cover*