"It's fine.. it's my fault din naman hindi ko agad sinabi sayo naging selfish ako" aniya at umupo sa tabi ko
"N-no.. you're not selfish well i actually thanked you for that pero if i we can turned back time i would like to be in jail kesa naman iniwan mo ako nang ganon ganon nalang diba.." saad ko dito, i'm holding his right hand right now
"Hindi ka pwedeng makulong alam mo naman in politics world napaka daming issue, public servant ang daddy mo alam mong malaking epekto iyon sakaniya" saad niya.. at napasang-ayon naman ako doon tama naman siya maapektuhan talaga si daddy if else
"Well tama ka naman i really thank you for that, sorry for not knowing your side" saad ko at hindi ko na talaga mapigilan ang mga luha ko
"I can't change the past but you can
by forgiving me, i am sorry" aniya i held his left cheek to give him comfort
"I'm the one who need to say apologies" sambit ko at napayuko
"My heart will rot in guilt because i will never forgive myself for what i did. But it will still continue beating to seek solage in your forgiveness. I'm sorry my love" saad niya at inangat ang mukha ko, sa pag kaka yuko
"It's kinda hard in my situation but i know and feel that it's really hard for you i'm s-sorry sandro.. sorry" saad ko dito
"I'm sorry for hurting you, i never wanted you to feel bad in anyway" saad niya at dahan dahang pumatak ang bawat luhang pinipigil niya.
"We were as one, for a moment in time and it seemed everlasting that you would always be mine"
"I'm really sorry but i've told you before I'll see you when the road decides it's time for our paths to cross again" saad ko dito
Til' our next blossom my dandelion.
"Now you want to be free
So I'm lettin' you cause I know in my heart babe our love will never die" aniya at ang bawat salita niya ay damang dama ko
"W-what do you m-mean??" Mautal-utal kong saad
"My parents always told me, 'Do what you love because that is what you will do well in' they told me to make sure that you are happy" aniya saakin ngunit naguguluhan parin ako "You once told me that i make you believe in the impossible. You make me believe in love, which i'd given up on
Thank you for proving to me it's not just a fairy tale" he added and it makes me confused more
"What are you trying to say huh?" Pag tatanong ko
"Let's make a deal" aniya saakin
"What deal?" I asked him out of mh curiosity
"I'll set you free... And you will end this anarchy. For I've longed for your love and you've long for mine" saad niya at hindi ako makapaniwala doon
"You chose to walk away from me. Yet I wanted to walk with you. That distance between us now tells me you're part in my story has finally come to an end. Perhaps in the future you'd come back in my life when we would be better for each other" saad pa niya ulit.. and it breaks my heart into pieces bakit? Bakit ganon ang sakit sakit saakin..
"S-sandro" i said at humagulgol na ako ng iyak he hugged me for comfort and start caressing my back
"If you love something set it free, and if it comes back, it's yours. If does not comeback it was never meant to be. So i'll be waiting for you okay?" Aniya at mas lalo akong umiyak sa balikat niya
"You're getting married haha i'm happy for you.. and i hope you are too
Congratulations! Til our paths cross again my loves" aniya at bumitaw na sa pag kakayap bago siya lumisan ay pinunasan muna niya ang mga luha ko at hinalikan ang noo ko
"Sandroooo" hagulgol, ngunit umalis na siya ng tuluyan napaluhod ako sa sahig habang iyak ng iyak.. bakit sobrang sakit h-hindi ko maintindihan, hindi talaga....
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Sandro's POV
It's my great hope that our paths, however long and winding, will cross again.
You say something so loving but now I've got to let you go you'll be better off in someone new, i don't wanna be alone. You know it hurts me too
It hurts me a lot but it's good for us i think i hope it can make you happy my dear remedy.
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Arianna's POV
I fix myself up, para pag kalabas ko ay hindi naman nila mahalata ang gusto ko lang ay umuwi na gusto ko nalang matulog na para bang walang nangyari
"Where did you go??" Pag tatanong ni alex, he is done partying with the friends naka upo nalang siya sa seat namin
"A-ah, nag comfort room lang ako" pag papalusot ko dito sana.. sana hindi niya mahalata
"O-okay! Do you wanna go home??" Pag tatanong niya
"Yes please" maikli kong sagot at pilit iniiwas ang tingin sakaniya
Nasa sasakyan na kami and alex drove kaya pa naman niya, .. nang makauwi kami ay agad akong tumungo sa kwarto at binagsak ang sarili sa kama, ang tanging iniisip ko lang ay si.. sandro, hindi ko kinaya lahat ng mga sinabi niya kanina sobrang sakit ng bawat salitang binitawan niya
Tumagilid lang ako at pumikit na pinilit kong makatulog dahil pakiramdam ko'y pagod na pagod na talaga ako kahit wala naman akong ginawa
I'm getting married b..but i'm still into him i admit it!
"Lord help me" i whispered sobrang gulong gulo ang aking isipan, sobrang halo halo ang aking mga emosyon
Nasa gilid ko si alex he's using his phone talking with his brother i think
And i decided to sleep
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((Hindi dream yung nasa taas neto))
"Sandro!" Sigaw ko (sa part na ito is napaginipan niya lang si sandro pero in a different dream, yung scenario na nauna kanina is legit.)
Bigla akong napaupo na-nanaginip ata ako, tinignan ko ang orasan at alas tres na ng madaling araw
"Hey are you okay?" Natarantang tanong ni alex
"Y-yes.." saad ko sana hindi niya narinig ang sinabi ko
It was a nightmare right? ...
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Fiksi Penggemar!!! EDITING !!! Always going to fight over fear for the selfish pain because It was worth it everytime. If our love's insanity then, why are you my clarity? *Big credits to Georjie Lee for my story cover*
