"I always got you!" Saad ni simon andito kami ngayon sa sasakyan niya he's driving me home na tutal walang kasama si jelai doon.
"Hmm thank you si! But promise me no attach feelings okay? I don't want you to feel rebounded okay??" Pag sesegurado ko dahil ayaw ko naman siyang saktan muli
"I swear arianna we're in a good term no hard feelings!!" Nakangiti pa niyang saad
"Well that's great! You know naman even tho. I'm moving on for the new chapter of my life i'm still into sands" i said and sighed heavily
"Yea!! I know no worries okay?" He said at ayon naging tahimik nalang ang byahe ..
At ng makarating na ako sa bahay nag paalam lang kami ni Si, sa isa't-isa
"Bakla! May nangyari ba??" Salubong niyang tanong agad saakin
"Wala" matipid kong sagot at umupo nalang sa sofa
"Para kang gulay na nalanta huh!" Reklamo niya pa
"Hindi naba pwedeng ganto lang kasi trip ko mag senti?" Pag tatanong ko dito at bumugtong hininga
"Wait don't tell me!!!!!" Pag titili niya
"May nangyari sainyo ni simon noh?!!" Hindi siya mapakali sa pag kakaupo"GAGA!!" sigaw ko naman dito
"Wag ka kasing tatahimik diyan madami akong katanungan sa isip ko eh" asik niya at umayos ng upo
"Promise mamatay ka man. Wala" pabiro kong saad
"Hui dipako ready!!" Asik nito saakin na tila ba'y nagulat pa
"Charot!! Pero wala nga mag ka hiwalay kami ng room, doon ako sa room niya tapos doon siya sa room ni vinny" pag papaliwanag ko dito..
"Alam mo ba dumaan si sandro dito" aniya at humarap saakin
"Huh?!" Naguguluhan kong reaksyon
"Dumaan, may naiwan daw siyang important documents sa room mo eh ang sabi ko kasi wala ka dito sabi ko kasama mo si simon buong mag damag hehe" tila ba'y tuloy tuloy ang daldal niya
"Gaga! Bakit mo naman sinabi?" Pag tatanong ko dito
"Bakit may mag seselos ba? Wala naman ah wala ng kayo at walang kayo remember?!" Hindi ko ba alam kung inookray niya ako o ano!
"Babalik daw siya dito anytime" she added at nanahimik na sa kinauupuan.It's been 3-4 years yes nandito parin ang ibang gamit niya sa kwarto because we used to stay here lalo na after out of town.
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Makalipas ang ilang araw ay mag-isa lang ako dito sa sofa nag s-scroll sa Instagram to take my boredom away
At biglang may nag doorbell!
Wala si jelai kaya ako ang nag bukas
i mean nasa kwarto niya siya working from home ampeg. Tapos si diane busy naman sa pagiging public servant"S-sandro?" Nagulat ako ng pag bukas ko ng pinto naka pasok na siya agad i mean dito nga sa tapat ng pinto maybe pinapasok na siya ni manong guard
"Hi! I'm here to get my important document sana" he said so i let him in and we go through the couch
"Do you want some drinks or food?" I asked him before going upstairs
"No, thank you!" Saad niya at nag cellphone nalang..
Pag ka pasok ko dito sa kwarto ay dali dali ako nag hanap ng box doon ilalagay ko na ang mga gamiy niya nang walang ng dahilan para bumalik pa siya dito.
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"Here oh" abot ko sakaniya at tinanggap naman niya agad
"Thank you!" Nakangiti niyang saad at tumayo na sa kinauupuan nag lalakad kami palabas hinatid ko lang siya nasa pinto palang kaming part ay bigla siyang nag tanong
"Uhm why did you include this?" He curiously asked
"All of your things is already inside of that box" i said
"No, what i mean eto yung gift ko sayo bakit mo binabalik?" Naguguluhan niyang tanong
"Dahil hindi ko na kailangan eh," medyo pinilosopo ko siya doon.
"Arianna..." he say my name
"What??, i don't need it anymore if you want give it to your new one!" I suggested to him
"But i gave you this , so this jewelry belongs to you" he insisting
"It's fine you can give it to her na tutal she likes jewelry right?" I said
"And she likes MY SECOND HAND naman diba??" Maloko kong sabi alam niya ang pinupunto ko."Diba we talked about it?" He's voice turn into a cold tone "I thought no more hard feelings and you said you really understand everything that happened to us" he said
"Pinag sasabi mo hahaha" para akong tanga dito na gustong gusto ng maglaho.
"Tell me honestly, are you jealous still??" He asked so nabigla ako don!
"Wow!! For your information Mr. Sandro Marcos Do everything you want i don't even care anymore." I answered directly i will close the door na sana but he stopped me
"W-wait" he stopped me for closing the door
"Ano pabang kailangan mo?! I included every stuff of yours!" Irita kong tinuro ang box.
"Arianna naman baka pwede tayong makapag usap" pakikiusap niya saakin
"We' already talked about it last last night diba?!!" Inis kong wika sakaniya
"O baka ipapamukha mo nanaman saakin na mag isa nalang ako!" Naiinis kong saad"I- i don't mean it, i-i just want to know how are you? How are you doing??" His voice turning to a soft one
"Are.. are you serious?, gusto mo talagang malaman kung kamusta ako??" Iritable kong saad
"Y-yeah" he coldly said
"O sige sasabihin ko sayo ha! I am slowly moving on for all the pain that you caused me! and now my ex boyfriend is acting like he's very concern about my well being. So ngayon sandro sagutin mo nga ako! Do you think i'm having the best time of my life?!" Madiin ang bawat salita ko he's looking to my eyes.
"Okay i'm sorry, i know it's hard for you and hard for me too.. but we have to move in another chapter gusto ko lang malaman kung okay ka. Malay mo after neto you can find or have the man that will love you and protect you till death" he sincerely said while looking to my eyes
"Alam mo nakaka touched ka!!" I'm faking my happy reaction "I'm thankful that until now.. you still thinking of me, I am so lucky to have you as my Ex boyfriend!" I sarcastically said
"Arianna i'm being serious here i really want to know if your doing good or feeling better day by day" he asked na para bang medyo naiinis na sa inaasta ko "concerned lang ako sayo i want you to be OKAY" pag didiin niya sa bawat salitang dinagdag niya
"Gusto mo talagang malaman kung anong nararamdaman ko?" I asked him and he nodded i slapped him direct to the point so his face is now sided at unti unti niyang binalik ang pag kakaharap saakin.
"Yan!! Yan ang nararamdaman ko!" Puno na ako ng galit at puot ngayon.
"Now you know what i feel are you satisfied!" Nang gigilaati ako sa inis"Hindi rin naman ako natutuwa sa nang yayari saatin" he said and look straight
"I hope i can believe you" nang-gigilid na ang mga luha ko pero puno parin ako ng inis
"Look, you know that i'm not a bad guy.. i'm not a bad guy g-gusto ko lang malaman kung okay ka" he said and nang gigilid nadin ang luha niya
"Hindi! Hindi ako okay!! Okay?" Napasigaw na tuloy ako
"Hindi ko kaya pero kinakaya ko!" Saad ko at tuluyang naluluha na ako
"Pwede ba sandro.. umalis kana? N-nakuha mo na ang mga gamit mo nakuha mo na ang mga kailangan mo umalis kana!" Pag tataboy ko dito at sinarado na ng tuluyan ang pinto at umiyak
"Oh gaga ka! Nag wo-walling ka diyan" saad ni jelai.. at nilapitan ako
Tinuloy ko lang ang pag iyak..Wala nabang katapusan yung sakit na nararamdaman ko? Sinasagad niyo ba talaga ako.
"Shhh" pag kalma saakin ni jelai
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