Unlovable

Chapter 24

 We just sat there for a while hugging eachother and smiling to ourselves. I was the first to come out from the hug, making Onew pout at me as I stood up. 

 "I'll be right back" I smiled before running out of the door. I approached the lady who had been by my side almost all night and asked her where I could find a vase to put the roses in and she gave me a crystal vase, which I then filled up with water and carried back to my dressing room, which now had my name on the door, making me grin ear to ear. I opened the door with my elbow to see Onew walking about, hopping onto his feet and pumping his fists in the air to himself. He must of heard the door open, as he turned around, clearning his throat and pretending he was scratching the back of his neck.

 I pretended that I didn't see anything and just bit my lip to stop me from laughing as I carried the vase filled with water over to the dressing table and placed the roses in them.

 "There we go-" I said as I began to ruffle them about, fixing them into a position I liked. Onew's phone began to ring and he exused himself, as he left the dressing room before answering.  I could hear him mumbling on the other side of the door but I couldn't make out what he was saying, so I took my little time alone to finally physically react to my emotions, which basically meant burrying my face in my hands and silently laughing like a maniac. I heard the door open and I just continued to keep my face burried in my hands, slowly raising it to look at myself until my fists were just below my cheeks and nose, in one of those cutesy poses.

"Mainhae jagiya. Manager hyung wants to call us in for an emergency meeting. I'm so sorry that I can't take you back to your dorm." 

"It's fine Oppa, I'll just get a taxi" I smiled at him. I honestly didn't mind, it was no big deal. He ran towards me, placing a swift kiss on my lips.

"Goodnight my jagiya. Have sweet dreams of me" he said as he caressed my cheek and I placed my hand upon his, before he removed it and jogged out of the room. 

I waltzed over to my bag and started fishing through for my things.

Keys.

Phone.

Purse.

No, wait.

No purse? 

No purse! 

No money! 

No taxi! 

For goodness sake I forgot to lift it in all the commotion of Onew's lips. 

Stupid stupid stupid.

I checked the time on my phone. 11:30pm. Okay, that's not too bad. I've walked back in worse. 

 It's going to take almost two hours to get back to the dorms. You are so silly. You don't even have a coat.

 "urggh" I groan outloud to myself, frustrated. I walked around the backstage area until I found the costume stoor. Thankfully there was a black coat which  I could borrow and replace tomorrow night when I return. I took the coat and put it on, before exiting the builing and beginning to walk back.

 I could practically feel the light fading as I walked further and further out of the lit up  town and towards the darkness. The streetlights glowed an orange which tinted everything and  the only other light I could see was that of the library's in the near distance.

 I focused on the sound of my heels against the ground and focused on making a solid pace. I would normally have my earphones in, but apparently my brain forgot about them too. I would sing but it would be far too embarrassing if someone saw me. I would look like a completely psycopath.