Unlovable

Chapter 29

A few days had passed of Jinki rushing back to the dorm on every break he had to check on me, while I recovered quickly due to the amount of rest I was getting. Even though I didn't see most of the boys, (due to them leaving for rehearsals before I was awake and me being asleep before they came home) I wasn't really that lonely. I was enjoying being able to recover by myself. Just being alone in my head was enough for me. But seventy per cent of the time, Anne made sure to be on the phone with me. She's pretty desperate to take a break from work and come and check on me, even after me constantly reassuring that I'm fine. But Anne can just be so stubborn when it comes to those sorts of things. So I just accepted the fact that she was going to be here anyday now, and helped her find a decent hotel that I was going to stay in with her. I haven't told anyone else yet, though.

So I decided, as a way to thank them for letting me stay in their dorm, thanking Jinki for taking such good care of me, and to try to soften them up and convince them that I'm well enough to actually continue living the age that I am, I thought I would bake.

I made sure to wake up before they left. I could hear them all conversing in the kitchen, discussing how they would leave in thirty minutes, so I decided to go and hop into the shower and get ready so I could go to the store as soon as they left. Onew's first break is normally around 12:00, and it's 05:30 now. So hopefully hour and fifty minutes would be enough to go to the store, bake the cake, leave it to cool and decorate before he got back.

I got out of the shower and pattered across the hallway back into the room and began to get dressed. I threw on some leggings with an oversized hoodie with bear ears on it. I left my hair in the towel while I put on a tiny bit of makeup. By the time I took it down, it was halfway dry, so I just finger combed it and left it down to do it's own thing.

I heard a group of footsteps and shuffling as the group started to leave the apartment. I slowly got up and walked towards the door so I could hear easier, waiting for each of them to leave, before the door was shut. I waited a few seconds just to make sure that the silence didn't stray. Once I was sure that they all had left for good, I opened up the door and went to grab my bag and my money before walking towards the door myself, and making my way to the corner store.

I got back, and checked the time to see that I had only spent thirty minutes at the store. It was now coming up to 7am. I debated when I should start to make the cake, trying to add up in my head the different lengths of time it would take to prepare, then bake, then cool and then decorate.

Eventually I decided that I should start sooner rather than later. Walking into their kitchen, I placed my bags onto the island in the middle. Taking the ingredients out of the bag to make a vanilla cake, sandwiched using raspberry flavoured frosting. I pushed the second brown paper bag over to the edge of the counter with the rest of the ingredients for later on. I ran over and started pressing the dials on their oven attempting to pre-heat it and eventually succeeding.

I began opening and closing cupboard doors, searching for measuring scales and bowls. Eventually I found what I was looking for along with a wooden spoon. I began measuring all the ingredients and adding them to a bowl. The peacefulness of baking lifted my mood, causing me to smile blissfully to myself. Once all the ingredients were added, I grabbed the spoon and began to stir, singing softly to myself and bopping about too.

Eventually the mixture was how it should be so I walked over to the island counter and began pouring it into the large cake tin I bought. I picked it up, concentrating solely on not dropping it, before sliding it into the oven and closing the oven door. I stood back for a few seconds, admiring the mess I had made and grinning. I plodded towards the dishes and started scrubbing them.

I was putting the final bowl away, when I heard the timer ding, telling me that it's time to take the cake out. I pattered towards it, grabbing the oven gloves and taking it out of the oven. Thinking about it now, I can clearly see that I might have made the cake a teensie bit too large. Who am I kidding, no matter how large this is, the boys will gobble it up as soon as they see it, so fast that they won't even taste it.

The thought caused me to giggle out loud to myself, as I reached for the brown paper bag from earlier. My thoughts drifted to Onew as I began lifting out the ingredients to start making the frosting. I was having to fight with my conscious to concentrate on whisking the frosting instead of dreaming about Jinki. And it was not easy.

Eventually after half an hour of my arm aching and my brain fighting itself for dominance, I now had a bowl of pink, raspberry icing and a bowl of an almost white, vanilla frosting. I took the cake and sliced it in half, carefully spreading a layer of raspberry frosting on one and vanilla on the other and sandwiching them together. It looked so cute already, which only made me more excited to decorate it further. I began by using the rest of the raspberry frosting to cover the top of the cake. I pulled out the piping kit that I had bought, finally emptying the brown paper bag and throwing it away. I started to try and put the vanilla icing into the piping bag. I failed woefully, and by the time I had "finished", half of the frosting was over my chest, up my neck, splattered across my cheeks, nose and forehead, and peppered up my arms. I laughed at the state I had gotten myself into, and starting piping a simple;
"Thank You,
SHINee"
onto the cake. I had just finished and was debating over adding anymore decoration when the kitchen door made a large bang.

"Woah!" I squealed a while gasping at the same time, jumping and slipping on frosting. I ended up in a heap on the floor.

I looked up from my position on the ground, to see a very, VERY confused Jinki looking at me, looking extremely concerned. I jumped straight up, standing discretely in front of the cake.

"J-Jinki, Oppa. You're back?" I looked to the clock, "b-but it's only ten thirty" I said as I was leaning against the breakfast bar in front of the cake.

"I-ah, I finished early- are you, alright?"

"Yep! Me? Yeah, yeah I'm good!" I said, nervously laughing. I took a few deep breaths before genuinely smiling at him, "I made you, and the other SHINee members a little something to say "thank you", oppa," I watched as his eyes lit up with curiosity, " Would you like to see?" I smiled as he nodded at me.

I moved to the side so he could see and began washing up to distract myself as I couldn't allow myself just to watch him. I couldn't control myself if I did that.

I turned to put the bowls into the cupboard, and shut the doors, standing up. I turned around to see Jinki only millimetres from my face. I couldn't take the tension and said the first thing that came to mind,

"So you finished early then?"

Without even answering my question, he overruled mine with his own,

"So this is the reason that you are covered in icing?" He said, his voice a low hum along with his dark eyes scanning my face.

I nodded in response as the moisture fled my mouth and began to move south.

"Do you know how delicious you look right now?" He murmured as he took my hand and began trailing his tongue up my arm, removing the frosting, still keeping eye contact with me. I felt chills surge through my body.

"You know how much I love you. Don't you?" He said, while starting to gently suck the icing off my neck.

"I love you, Oppa."

Hey guys! Okay so first of all, I owe you an apology for not updating in soooo long!
MIANHAEEE~~~~
WE HIT 1K READS!! I CANT BELIEVE IT THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!<3
Sooo next chapter might be a smut chapter ;) I mean, if you guys want.
Sooo who's excited for MONDAY?!?!?!?!?!?!? THE COMEBACK IS UPON US!!! THE TEASERS ARE KILLING ME AND I DO NOT THINK I WILL SURVIVE THIS!
Side note, this photo of Jinki surfaced today AND HOW ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE IS HE?!?!?
I know this may shock a lot of you but I actually don't have a bias. I wrote this book about Jinki because I struggled to find a fanfiction about him at the time so I decided to write one ^~^
But if I did have a bias, I have to say, Minho would have become the ultimate bias wrecker by now.
I could talk about this for my whole life so I'm going to stop now~
OH! And before I forget, could you guys recommend some SHINee or Exo fanfics that you enjoy? I'm struggling to find any enjoyable ones at the moment and if they're your fanfics then even better! I would love to read and support your wattpad works too!:) So ANY recommendations at all will be greatly appreciated.
Also, just in case you guys don't know, I have a Kpop Oneshots book now and I'm taking requests!;3;
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