Unlovable

Chapter 17

We took the stairs down to the level my dorm was on.

"I just have to grab my bag" I smiled. Onew nodded at me and gestured for me to walk ahead of him to my dorm room. I ran in, threw my keys, purse and phone in the bag, before turning to leave. I was walking towards the door and Onew, he was just standing with his arms crossed, leaning against the door frame. I had to look at the ground to keep myself from drooling. He wasn't even trying. He was just waiting, by a door frame, but the way his hair fell onto his eyebrows and swept to the side slightly, and his amazing eyes were watching me, and his little puffy cheeks that seemed to make him look more flawless than I thought was humanly possible,  was just so unbelievable attractive.

I walked past him and he shut the door for me, as we got back into the elevator.  Sometimes I feel like I spend half ofm y life inside elevators, and I don't even like them that much. They kind of freak me out. If I was to get stuck in an elevator  I would most definately cry. The metal doors opened, and we stepped out, going to his car. He opened the passanger door for me, and waited until I was in to close it, before jogging around to the driver's side and getting in. 

I wonder what sort of style I should go for? Key probably has his own idea. I cannot wait for him to take me shopping. he can drag me around every store in the country if he wants. I wouldn't even mind. I wonder what I should perform tonight! Am I going to have to move a lot? Probably not, if Key wants to me to get a dress. 

I glanced over at Onew to see he was concentrating on the road.

Wow, he is actually just breathtaking. Just in general, everything about him makes me stop breathing.  It's like you look at him, and you think,"good looks, that was your gift from God." but then you speak to him and you think;

"Okay, an adorable personality too?  Okay cool, Two gifts. An extra gift for you." but THEN he sings and you're like

"OKAY TWO GIFTS AND THE ABILITY TO CREATE MIRACLES WITH YOUR VOCAL CHORDS? Not fair"

and then he's just all like "yo I can dance too." and then my heart is just like;

"Hey guess what I can't do?!?!?! I can't beat anymore because you are overwhelming me with all your forms of desirableness" 

I could feel myself becoming all warm from thinking about it but I didn't even care.

"Penny for your thoughts?" I was torn from my fangirling void. I just stared out the window, eyes wide, trying to think of something to say that wasn't

"Oh, just thinking about how being in your presence makes me loose the ability to act like a human being"

So I decided on saying

"Just,uh, thinking about what to, uh, sing later" I end up mumbling the last part. He just chuckled.

"What ideas do you have so far?" He  replied.

"Uh,honestly, none. I don't even know if I'm expected to sing in English or Korean" I sighed, feeling my nerves shift.

"Hmm" Onew moaned, "I would suspect they would probably enjoy English music, you know, for a bit of a change" he said, glancing over and giving me a reassuring smile.

I nodded as the car stopped.

"We're here" He cheered. I began to get out of the car;

"WAIT!" Onew said, before jumping out of the car and running around to once again, open my door.

"You know, I can open my door myself" I said grinning at him.

"I just wanted to be chivalrous" he pouted.