Chapter 39

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Lana's POV

George had rented another room just for one night for himself and Rachel, John had been a bit out of it lately. Like he was worried. Maybe he was worried about the baby? I'd have to ask him.

Paul, Jane, Maureen and Ringo all were at a dinner, so myself and John stayed in the room. I sat on the bed watching tv, John sat on the windowsill with the window opened smoking a cigarette. I looked at him and his hands were shaking, he flipped the cigarette out the window and rubbed his face. I turned off the tv and walked over to him

"John?" I asked softly

"Yes?" He answered

"Are you alright?" I questioned stepping closer to him

"Yeah, just on edge" John sighed

"Let's just sleep then" I smiled taking his hand

"I don't know if I can" John shook his head

"John" I said worried, he was still shaking, his eyes began to water

"Come ed" I took John's hand and lead him to the bed and laid him down

"There's something wrong" I said placing my hand in his face

"It's just, I'm scared, I don't want what happened to Rachel to happen to you, I don't want the baby hurt either" John said sitting up

"It won't John, as long as I have you I'm perfectly safe, don't worry" I wrapped my arms around his neck

"I just don't want to lose you" John held me tight and buried his face in the crook of my neck, I rubbed his back and kissed his neck

"Shh, it's all gonna be fine" I said softly, John didn't respond, he just sobbed quietly into the crook of my neck

"Do you want me to sing you something?" I asked chuckling quietly, it was silent, but then John nodded

I thought about it, then decided on Love me tender, which had become mine and John's song.

"Love me tender, love me sweet, never let me go, you have made my life complete, and I love you so, love me tender, love me true, all my dreams fulfill, for my darling, I love you, and I always will"

I sang until the song was done, which to my surprise put John to sleep. I could either have a hard, loud side or a sweet, quiet side. That's all there is to it.

Written by Hannah

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